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Tuesday, July 06, 2004

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"I can't get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave this love behind

I ain't trippin
I'm just missing
You know what I'm saying
You know what I need

You can't be hanging on a string
While you make me cry
I try to give you everything
But you just gave me lies

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I'll be wishing you will call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do..
I'm such a fool
For you

I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
I'm still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could be for
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of youIt's true
I'm stuck on you

Now love's a broken record that's
Been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we've got to play these games we play?"
-Stacie orrico

Brilliant song by a 17 year old. Describes perfectly how i am a fool for him. I htink i still am, at least one teensy weensy part of him. i'm not as sad as im supposed to be, and its good aint it? At least i'm boucing back fast. I think. Give me till saturday and i'll be ninety-nine percent over him, i promise.
Loads of people have been trying to convince me that he wasnt worth all this, and that he's a jerk. yea. I agree inwardly but i think if its over then its over. No point harping on this. he was never mine, could never be mind and will never mine; he was never mine to begin with so why should i suffer so much? Actually i dont see it as a big problem now, hmmmmm i have matured within this one week havent i? Well, the acceptance speech: i wanna thank my friends (ALL the ladies)for helping me get over him so quickly and for being there for me to listen to my whining.
And i wanna thank him for not being mine (he's not a good boyfriend!!),for making me stronger, for giving me a broader perspective in life, and for giving me the experience to tell if a guy's good or bad, for not being there when i needed him, for not replying to my texts. Oh, and to thank him for making me myself. Love you.

Loads of love,
cher
xoxoxox

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11:58 PM
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Totally in love wid`

myself
globe trekking
cocoa dusted almond
white chocolate ice blended
shopping
suppers
Romance novels and chic lit
lychee martinis
zouk
goon

get outta my face if u're..

ugly
act cute
TCMI (totally cannot make it)
after my man

GIMME GIMME GIMME!!

Liverpool jersey
Crumpler bag
Spa treatment
MORE CLOTHES DANG IT!

My bitches and faggies

Goon
Wensu
Winnie
Phyllis
Maril
Gwen
Liane
Beth
Julie
Pauline
Amanda
Joel
Dee
Castor
Javin
Chad
Kwan Shen
Wei Xin
Celest
Lin Feng
Irene
Ruben

Other things to check out

LFC Webbie
Topshop Singapore
Franz Ferdinand
Birkenstock
Beau Monde
Vainpot
XpressFlower
My friends
Love Meridian Day
England Field Trip
Vacation Down South

Credits

my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder,

all my riches for her smiles when I slept so soft against her...

all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter,

she is the tear that hangs inside my soul forever.

-Jeff Buckley