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But i've come to realise that everywhere you go, you'd see that love is all around. Love as in the I-love-you-baby kind of love. Sickening. So many people out there has love, or at least someone to say I Love You to. While i don't. Well at least they don't meet philandering cheats who say i like you/i miss you/i dreamt of you babe. While i have. At least they don't pine after such a philandering cheat even though the truth is right there in their faces. But i do. See?? L-O-V-E- as gerald put it, is a vulgar four letter word. *rob schneider's voice* It's everywhere!!
Even in spidey 2 it was soooooooooooo sweet when MJ said 'So you do love me" Everyone was like 'awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww', while i was like 'shit. i'm jealous. she's got someone to love her and someone to love. while i dont'. Great.
Anyways, i'm not a mistress anymore. Or at least i don't think i feel this way anymore. I just feel like it's so not fair to me. Its unfair that i got lied to. Its unfair that he lied to me. Its even more unfair that he lied to me when he has a girlfriend. A girlfriend who loves him like hell. And its also not fair when he lies to someone who likes him when he's got someone who loves him. And god knows if he's telling the truth to either of us. Not fair not fair not fair!! Fuck him. I say this as a person who just got cheated. But i love him loads as a friend. There's a clear line between the two, so there. I love and hate him. So there you have it.
"Some people live for the fortune
some people live for just for the fame
some people live for the power(yeah)
some people live just to play the game
some people think that the physical things define
what's within and i bet that before that life's adore are
full of the superficial
Some people want it all
but i don't want nothing all
if it ain't you baby ,if i ain't got you baby
some people want diamond rings
some just want everything
but everything means nothing if i ain't got you
some people search for a fountain
promises are forever yours
some people need the dozen roses
that's the only way you prove
you love them
hand me the world
on a silver platter
then what a what good it would be
no one to share
no one who truly cares for me"
-Alicia Keys
miserably yours,
me
10:22 PM
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