Sealed with a Liverpool Kiss

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Friday, July 02, 2004

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You played with my heart, you played with my mind but i miss you finally

Its me again. Sighs. Yea. Guess you should know what happened huh. Actually he didn't let me down, or anything. Its just that i texted him just now, asking if he would want to go with wy, her cousin and i to watch spidey 2 and he said he had to go to his grandma's place.
This triggered a whole lot of mixed feelings and confusion within me. Firstly, god knows if he's really telling the truth. Secondly, god knows if he's been playing me all along or what. And on the whole, i've just got this ill feeling that nothing would ever happen between us, even if the tarot cards say otherwise. Anyways, i told sher all about this and she told me that if i be with him, she;ll slap me. or something along that line. And well... i dont know. Guess i'm just a fool, and a fool for him and him only, for that matter. After so long i was supposed to have & thought to have given up but i guess subconsciously i still have feelings for him without realising it. And now that i have realised, and he's back in my life, i guess its just nothing doing for me. I should've known that this is all talk and no action. Ahhhh feck it. Maybe it was just me all along. I was the one who sent him that message.Maybe if i didn't then none of this would've happened at all. Arrgh i'm tormented. After so long it's still the same. I'm so totally stuck on him that i just can't forget and just can't let go. It's not easy, and it will never be easy. And i guess this is just the same as being a mistress. The man will have a mistress but will never leave the wife no matter what. So there you have it.. in the end it's just me.

sealed with a really sad kiss,
-cher-

current mood: sad
current song: Alicia keyes- if i ain't got you

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zouk
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act cute
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Maril
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Joel
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Credits

my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder,

all my riches for her smiles when I slept so soft against her...

all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter,

she is the tear that hangs inside my soul forever.

-Jeff Buckley