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Thursday, May 27, 2004

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read someone's blog today, and found out that we're in similar situations. he just got off with his gilf not too long ago, and i was heartbroken just last saturday. i think we both feel the same, in that we feel we have a mission in life, to cheer people up, to be there for them and to always stay strong. but i guess the others have to realise that we are only human, and we cannot possibly keep up the cheerful grin 24/7. we all need to have rest days; we all have our own dark nights as well. im not saying that im feeling positively stressed because of all this, but rather, i just happen to want to reflect on this of all a sudden, i dont know why but perhaps it was a feeling of nostalgia as i looked back and saw myself sitting right here infront of this computer, at this time, exactly on this day a couple of months back. i remembered. i saw him online, i tried to talk to him but he never bothered to reply me. i felt sad but there was nobody there to comfort me; my freiends can only do so much, but the real comfort that i needed at that point had to come from him.... damn.. why do i even bother remembering dates, memories of the times we spent chating on the phone in the dead of the night, places we went to and things that never fail to remind me of him? i feel so gullible. why do i even bother listening to what he told me? dont get me wrong, there is no bitterness, i just feel that i could have done better. i could have just listened to it and let it come through the other ear. but i didnt. i just let it remain in my head, up till now.
oh well.. its over. im accepting everything. or at least im trying to.

swalk,
me

Mood: indescribable
Music: atomic kitten- if you come to me

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my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder,

all my riches for her smiles when I slept so soft against her...

all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter,

she is the tear that hangs inside my soul forever.

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