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Sunday, May 02, 2004

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im baaack~

hola peeps! im finally back after god know how many aeons. a good thing ain't it? im soooo freaking busy these days that i can no longer watch america's next top model or american idol (SOBS!!!) thank god today's labour day, otherwise i'd die big time man. so stressed, what with all the teachers piling on work on us as if we don't have other subjects to study for. what crap man.. and as elaine said, mid years are after JUNE!!! what the hell? i wanna enjoy my hols and they're doing this to me. and i do not want to think of track training! not that i dont like track, but the thing is im back after each track session at about 10-11pm! which absolutely gives me 2 options: a)to sleep or dont do homework, or (b) to do homework or not sleep. so i usually choose (a), in which i'll have to spend my breaks the next day chionging homework. what the hell.. ok lets see whats happened recently:
ok 3 weeks ago i met this guy called wl. and at first i was like 'awww so keeeeewt!' and then we became fast friends. he'd pick me up after track on tues and thurs for dinner (thats why im always back at 10 plus 11!), then recently, like in the middle of last week, he told me that he liked me. and after much 'consultation' with andy, chad, elaine and a bunch of my classmates, i decided to give things a shot. but before that, i had chad read my tarrot cards. and i had 5 prediction cards, and an advice card. so it was like he's rich and he know he likes someone but doesnt know what to do; he'll be very possessive and will stand in others way if the want to get to me, they'll have to get though him; he's powerful and wants to have the upper hand in the relationship; sometime along the relationship there'll be another guy coming in, and i'd have to choose if i want either guy, or just take the centre path and leave them all behind. and the advice card read that sometime along, we'll have a very big fight that threatens to destroy everything we built on but there's still hope, ie tyelling me not to give up. BUT WHAT THE HELL?! after he told me that he like me, he'd get mood swings and we'd quarrel almost everyday. and im not enjoying it so yesterday was the final straw. he IMed me a really rude message (said that i was v unreasonable, i dont understand him and that hes calling me and i could pick up if i wanted to but meanwhile could i save the non constructive critics to myself and fuck it?) GOSH~ that was really bad okay. he was the one who didnt understand me, he was the possessive one (he'd ask who im going out with, guy or girl, go where, from what time to what time, etc, etc), he didnt understand that i have school and cant afford to watch late night movies with hoim on school nights, he didnt understand that i needed to sleep and concentrate on school and so its all my fault is it? asshole! and so what if he's 23, in NS and drives a fucking merc and has 2 bikes? oh, and by the way, he said he didnt want to talk to me, he told me to fuck off and then he called me. he called me. and so then its supposed to be my fault. and later he called me approximately 5000 times and i didnt pick up. so he send me a message saying ' do you know that i want you to understand that i like you? take care'.. i was like ' the cheek of him!' said he'd never want to talk to me and now hes doing this. and i replied him about 12 hours later and said 'you were the one who started this, and you were also the one who wanted to end this. what do you want me to do?' and he didnt reply. oh well. i guess thats the end of it. and its not that i dont like him, i like him just a teeny weeny bit more than a friend, thats all, and i swear i never liked him for his merc!so there... nothing good ever happens to me.. sighz.. shall not dwell on it, didnt mean much to me anyway...
and im going off to town to suss out sales not (that means im alright, right?) haha!!

ps: MAN U LOST TO LIVERPOOL!!!!!! WOOOOO HOOOOO!!!

Sealed With A Liverpool Kiss,
C Casillas

Mood: crazy
Music: will young - don't let me down

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my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder,

all my riches for her smiles when I slept so soft against her...

all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter,

she is the tear that hangs inside my soul forever.

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