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hes fucking using me aint it?
hes fucking using me aint it?.. my life is so fucking sad... 1 week ago, i met this damn cute guy online. then hes added to my IM list. then i have his mobile number. then we're texting each other like nobodys business. then we're meeting up practically everyday for the past week. and now with one thing, everything's fallen apart. undone. unravelled. and that thing.. well its nobody's fault. nobody wanted it to happen. at least not me or her..
maybe he'd wanted to meet her, to see how she looked like for himself. and so he's done it. and now hes become interested in her and using me to get close to her. darn fucking smart.
i feel so used. i feel so stupid, so thrashy, so disconcerted.. just so fucking used. and im like feeling a mixture of blah and agitation; its as if something's niggling at me from the inside.
never knew this would happen. never knew that he was this kind of person. ah.. well.. lets just say that looks can be fucking deceiving, and hes proven to me that hes god damn shallow. he doesnt know a single crap about her and hes bugging me for stuff about her, accusing me at times of bitching about her in front of him. fucking shit.. i tell him what he wants to know and hes doing this to me. obviously never even considered how i felt, or how i would feel. stupid thick numbskull.. goddamnit!
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