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Friday, December 12, 2003

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Deluded
juz received news.. ain't good news. I guess i'm a stupid, naive little girl. that's y i belief it's called infatuation. My frens been hiding the fact from me, but i guess i was blind for not being able to know wad's going on. and yes, juz like every romance flick, i guess i'm the last to know. my frens have been protecting me from the brutal truth. the harsh painful slap of reality. half of me is hopeful, the other dead. i dun know how i feel but i guess many will use the word numb. disappointment is an understatement. at least now i know the reasons why i can't get to see him often.
he had been avoiding me... my frens have been making excuses for his absence, like he is ill, unable to come. he was actually un-interested in coming... either tt, he could not be bothered. well, who could blame him. i guess i'll stop hounding him. What a joke. to think that i used to tot there were high chances. i guess i was foolish. i guess i should have known. I should not have expected anything.
now i understand why my frens are so focused in keeping me preoccupied, in making me happy. half of me knows that i have to move on, the other half... well is the foolish half, is still hoping. i guess hope usually lights up our darkest dae.
They sae that the chance is minute, and i should juz forget him. but the dreamer in me refuses to budge. keep telling me not to give up. the other part is trying to move on. i guess if u look at m face, hurt, pain, confusion culd all be seen. as much as i am happy virgo passed my way, i'm hurting now.
Dear frens: gimme time. i'll try to move on. thanx for everything..

I'll never walk alone
Elaine
Current Mood: indescribable

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my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder,

all my riches for her smiles when I slept so soft against her...

all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter,

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