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Friday, April 29, 2005

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Ear Candy: Work it- Justin Timberlake and Nelly
Mood: soured..

MEN = childish

Just found out 1st hand how true this statement is. Even for grown man of almost 60. Thinking back, what Mr. Hafiz (my sec 2 science teacher) said wad true. Men are childish. A girl/women can be wayyyy younger than he is, and be more matured. I mean, coming from a self-confessed schizo who talks to her bear (prove that I am childish, and women can be childish.. means smth!)

So I'm refering to my stepdad. What happened was there was this dead baby snake outside in my garden. Naturally, me and my stayed away and sent him to rid of it. I'm not getting anywhere near a snake, even if its dead. Yikes. No friggin hell way. So yeah, he went out, got rid of the snake. And of cos (knowing him), he would wanna tease us and make us squirm by wiggling his fingers and making weird noise. And he took the teasing one step further. I was happily munching on my dinner, siting on the floor, when he took something and threw it beside me. Logically, I know that it ain't a snake, but still, the fear is there. I jump, screamed and threw my dinner down. Seriously, it was not amusing. How would you like it when there's a dead snake in the vicnity and someone threw something on you. His intentions were clear. He wanted to frighten me. It does not take more that a 2yr old to figure that out. I was so fucking pissed that I was shaking. I showed it by throwing my chopstick. And went to the toilet, slammed the door and calmed myself down. It really did not help that I could hear his laughter, and my mom's semi one when she told him he scared me. Duh~.

I flew in a blind rage. Open the toilet door, and called him a fucking asshole. Those words exactly. Seriously.. I don't regret it. I find that he deserves it. Maybe from an Asian's point of view, my choice of words were not acceptable. But I wanted to put my point across that he as an ass and it was not funny. I was afraid of my life for christ's sake. Of cos, the 4-letter word, naturally, sent him into a rage. And he yelled at me.

"Get out of the house!" --> (are u mad? Smallville is on)
"If you don't know how to respect your elders, you would be treated like dirt"
blah blah blah..

And I don't give 2 hoots. I feel that I am justified to react that way. Heck it. I don't regret it.

Not talking to him currently, and vice versa. My mom was silent, and I can practically see that she wants say something. She still does. She came into my room to give me my fruits, and I can see that she still wanted to say something. I really do want to know what she has to say. She'd prolly side with him of cos, saying I'm too much.

Whatever.

My only regret was that I lose my apetite for my most beloved tempura. But my mood was soured, and I was pouting. Thus I threw it away..

My side of the story..
WY~

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9:33 PM
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Credits

my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder,

all my riches for her smiles when I slept so soft against her...

all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter,

she is the tear that hangs inside my soul forever.

-Jeff Buckley