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Mood: soured..
MEN = childish
Just found out 1st hand how true this statement is. Even for grown man of almost 60. Thinking back, what Mr. Hafiz (my sec 2 science teacher) said wad true. Men are childish. A girl/women can be wayyyy younger than he is, and be more matured. I mean, coming from a self-confessed schizo who talks to her bear (prove that I am childish, and women can be childish.. means smth!)
So I'm refering to my stepdad. What happened was there was this dead baby snake outside in my garden. Naturally, me and my stayed away and sent him to rid of it. I'm not getting anywhere near a snake, even if its dead. Yikes. No friggin hell way. So yeah, he went out, got rid of the snake. And of cos (knowing him), he would wanna tease us and make us squirm by wiggling his fingers and making weird noise. And he took the teasing one step further. I was happily munching on my dinner, siting on the floor, when he took something and threw it beside me. Logically, I know that it ain't a snake, but still, the fear is there. I jump, screamed and threw my dinner down. Seriously, it was not amusing. How would you like it when there's a dead snake in the vicnity and someone threw something on you. His intentions were clear. He wanted to frighten me. It does not take more that a 2yr old to figure that out. I was so fucking pissed that I was shaking. I showed it by throwing my chopstick. And went to the toilet, slammed the door and calmed myself down. It really did not help that I could hear his laughter, and my mom's semi one when she told him he scared me. Duh~.
I flew in a blind rage. Open the toilet door, and called him a fucking asshole. Those words exactly. Seriously.. I don't regret it. I find that he deserves it. Maybe from an Asian's point of view, my choice of words were not acceptable. But I wanted to put my point across that he as an ass and it was not funny. I was afraid of my life for christ's sake. Of cos, the 4-letter word, naturally, sent him into a rage. And he yelled at me.
"Get out of the house!" --> (are u mad? Smallville is on)
"If you don't know how to respect your elders, you would be treated like dirt"
blah blah blah..
And I don't give 2 hoots. I feel that I am justified to react that way. Heck it. I don't regret it.
Not talking to him currently, and vice versa. My mom was silent, and I can practically see that she wants say something. She still does. She came into my room to give me my fruits, and I can see that she still wanted to say something. I really do want to know what she has to say. She'd prolly side with him of cos, saying I'm too much.
Whatever.
My only regret was that I lose my apetite for my most beloved tempura. But my mood was soured, and I was pouting. Thus I threw it away..
My side of the story..
WY~
9:33 PM
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Thursday, April 28, 2005
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New Vocab added in my dictionary: mofo a.k.a mudafuka a.k.a mother f**ker
Nice.. didn't know such slangs were possible. Ppl, look how butchered English is now!!! *ponders*
My room = my personal space. Anyone in it is invading my personal space! Sometimes I don't mind, but sometimes I do. Ha! Just realised that just now. And recently, my personal spacce has been enlarged. Well, my sofa was removed. Dang!! Okay, nvm. Didn't really use it anyway other than to pile my stuff on it. The only thing is that I am so unused to such a LARGE space in my room..
you'll nv walk alone..
Elaine + Snowy
I ain't no hollerback girl!
9:32 PM
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005
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"A sucker is born every second" Interesting quote, which my stepdad was telling me. Though, i'd prefer to think of them as cute babies (coming from a Child Hater). Just thought the quote was really funny.
Down with MMSes!! I'm not receiving anything in my email. I lend a couple of pix thru MMSes, and I don't get it!! ARGHHHH..
Listening to Gwen Stefani now. Thanx LIz. Interesting that u'd say its trashy pop. Hahaha.. I like it too. Gwen Stefani is juz so qookie. And, there's some great tracks in the CD.
Just finished watching Amazing Race. "GO ROB AND AMBER!!!" heh.. My mom is opposed to them. She's just jealous that they've already got US$1million from Survivor. According to her, she wants other 'more deserving' ppl to win! But hey, to me, if you are good, I hope you win. And boy are the survivors good. As quoted by Rob "I actually manage to find a way to scheme in the Amazing Race". Hahahaa.. Rawk on~ But woah, they are damn competitive. Really hope they win. Hey.. How many times can someone say "I've been on 2 different reality series (and both very reknown in their own right), and I even won both". That's just cool~
you'll nv walk alone..
Elaine + Snowy
B-A-N-A-N-A-S`
11:29 PM
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005
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Geez.. Poor kambeng soup. Had to sit on Cher's fuggen round arse..
11:02 PM
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OH GOD.... *can't stop, can't stop, can't stop the beat* Yes, it's white chick inspired.. BORED LA
11:01 PM
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Stoning away.. Had to wait for the drive up the hill..
10:59 PM
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In e Car.. On our way to Fraser Hills.. It was a long and boring drive..
10:58 PM
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My MP3 player.. Creative Zen Micro. It keeps me entertained 24/7. Thank god for music
10:57 PM
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you'll nv walk alone..
Elaine + Snowy
10:18 PM
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Main Entry: 1ple·be·ian
Pronunciation: pli-'bE-&n
Function: noun
Etymology: Latin plebeius of the common people, from plebs common people
1 : a member of the Roman plebs
2 : one of the common people
- ple·be·ian·ism /-&-"ni-z&m/ noun
Heh heh heh.. I know, weird. But I find it really funny..
9:20 PM
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
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Woah~ My internet speed us farked up. Everything is slooooooooooow. It takes ages to load. Yes, it's a sign that I should reboot my com sometime soon. But no!!! All my precious files.
Pffffff... I've been bumming, and NOT working hard. Yes. I admit. I should be sitting for hours, and completing essays after essays. But, I don't seem to have the drive to wanna do work. Who does? But yikes! It's affecting my studies. I needa buck up!!!!!!!! 8 More months before this shit is over!
Cheryl's been influencing me with one of her fav tunes. Charles and Eddie's "Would I Lie to You". The songs is like stuck in my head. (y ain't i listening to it now? Cos I juz changed it. Dun wanna scare myself with that song.)
I was asked a question my maril today. "If I could do anything I want now, what would it be?" The answer is simple. Cool hypie shopping, or travelling all over europe, or maybe even to Tioman with a couple of mates. But sigh.. I wonder when I can have that.. Prolly not too soon. The first week of my June holidays, before I decide to kill myself with Mid year prep. Arghhh!! I do hate being a JC student. It kills my social life. I need discipline, which I so dun have!!!
Slap me!
you'll nv slack alone..
elaine + snowy
8:51 PM
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
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One particular fella ran pass me and yelled out "Wo lai bu ji liao!" (translation: I can't control this anymore!), and headed towards the wash room. I can just see what the little boy is thinking. He is supposedly bursting with piss, but he still had time to stop in front of the toilet, and press the buttons which says "push" on the water cooler. See how he lies! Hmmp!
I initially intended to rot in the airport, torturing myself with econs, econs and more econs. But oh well, the lazy me wanted a lift from my parents home, so I could not get my "at least 6hrs" in the airport. Oh well, at least I had 3! Shall continue so. Pls ppl, remind me to do my work and not stone/slack/procrastinate which is most likely gonna happen.
Oh well. I am off to check out more items on ebay. WINNIE!!! THIS IS ENTIRELY YOUR FAULT.
You'll nv walk alone..
Elaine + Snowy..
PS: how do you think I will do with a perm?
4:34 PM
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I am so broke (yes, bet u r sick and tired of hearing my complain about my state of pauper-ness). But I am broke! Or at least, i am not allowed to spend my cash. I was resorted to shop on Ebay. WINNIE. I TOTALLY BLAME THIS EBAY THING ON YOU! Yeah, she wanted this cool vintage top. *jealous* it's so gorgeous!!! Wonder if Sg will have something like that, but it is so doubtful.
Oooh, and I just found out, that if u type Topshop Singapore on yahoo, my blog link appears.. Hmmm.. Muz be my topshop links.
And at last i found the replacement sunnies for my poor dead roxy ones!! They are cool funky ripcurl ones which will prolly cost me just as much *feels e pinch*. 5 week plan coming up (to save money la dey!)
Woooo... Signing off.. Needa catch up with ma work.
You'll nv walk alone..
Elaine + Snowy
11:31 AM
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Thursday, April 14, 2005
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shopping in a flea mkt (one of FEW) at Timberlux~ Woo.. i look normal!! For once..
12:41 AM
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Sunday, April 10, 2005
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saw 20 of them, and they were running to the bus.. *sighhhs~*. HOT ah!! Anyway, went to e flea market, hmmm.. not bad ah (after a few glances). At 1st glance, it was a bloody nightmare. REALLYYY.. but, as we walk among the jam-packed area, my pocket started to empty itself. Bought 2 ear rings, 3 bangles (gave one to cher), and one purse. Soooo cute. God. I am BROKE! It made me think of e scene in 'What A Girl Wants". Where she was shopping along the Thames in this cool flea market/bazaar. God. Y can't singapore have those?? It totally reminded me of Glebe Market. Soo cool~ but nvm.. The Flea market was acceptible. Shld have bought more stuff except tt i was broke. LIM WENSU!! I like ur ear rings!! Ugh.. *jealous*
you'll nv walk alone..
Elaine + Snowy
12:14 PM
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Friday, April 08, 2005
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Todae is a day of bad luck for me. 1stly, i kena pseudo detention for poning PCCG. Though it was not on purpose. I forget that PCCG can be conducted in class, cos the past weeks, we had it in the LT watching "Home Run". "Think WY. make use of that organ in ur head!!!" Yah.. fantastic move. Thus, i have to give up my afternoon on tuesdae. Oh nvm.. I dun mind. Juz that I wonder myself? Y do my classmates gets away with it but I kena? Grr.. guess u need skill! Pfft. 2ndly, my class is blacklisted again. We are under teacher's scrutiny, not to mention the VP. Our econs is soooooo bad that the head of department will stay with us from 7-9pm every mondays to make sure we complete our assignment. Fantastic! 3rdly, I ain't in vball main team. I had that coming anyway. Been a pathetic player (that I admit). But it does sucks doesn't it?
Other than extreme bad luck.. my grades ain't too bad. Satisfied with Lit and Hist, but not econs. I expected an AO pass at least. and wow. i failed. Pfft. i got a CDF. Yeah.. glorious right? nvm. I'll cont to work hard on my own. i shan't give up.
Been trying to play loads of sports this yr. Other then vball, i've been engaged in badminton and tennis. And might wanna jog again. I quite enjoy jogging.. as long as u get rid of the Sun please! I came to a conclusion. The reason y i hate sports: cos of the sun. it's a love/hate relationship. I love the sport by itself, but when the sun is blazing above.. I don't really wanna play. Guess it makes sense. Like vball and running. I dun mind vball in a indoor caught, but i hate it when the sun kills. And same as running. i rather run at 7pm den 4pm anytime. The chance of me agreeing for a run at 7pm is way higher than at 4/5/6pm. Really! The sun makes the difference.
11:42 PM
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
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Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
super duperly aggravated..
Elaine + Snowy
3:27 PM
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Friday, April 01, 2005
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it's every students' bloody nitemare! ARGHHH.. As usual, i failed my econs. FAILED.. not even an AO pass. pfft. Screw case study cos it screwed me. *pat myself on the back* "Breathe WY.." Oh well. At least I passed history. What Madam said was soooooooo true. It seems that one spends most of her JC life studyig history, and u can't seem to score well (and I think Econs is worst). While most of the time I know what to write in History, I don't know what to write in Econs. As for Lit, no clue yet. I passed Utopian paper.. I barely scraped through.
Ughh. Now that block tests are over, I find myself without a purpose. Maybe its because I wanna type out my work, especially History, and when I go out to mug, I have nothing to write!! Thus, I end up staying at home and sleeping like a pig for many hours, and not do work in the end (yes, even today). I can't study at hm!!! Grrr.... I need discipline. And I feel weird not studying..
For some weird reason, town holds no interest to me (yet..). Ha! A sentence you thought you will never see in my blog eh? WY dislikes going town. (that sentence is WRONG!). The correct one is : WY is bored of town, and she is without money, thus, she does not wanna shop. I do wanna booze though, but how nice it is if i could booze within the comforts of my room/house. Or someone near. Don't wanna go to town so I can booze properly (properly= cocktail and liquers, not properly= bacardi breezer etc). Heh..
Help! Singapore is stuffing the life outta me. Maybe it's because its sooooo bloody tiny, wheeny. Kinda miss Australia, the times when my parents were driving from sydney to gold coast back to sydney, den to melbourne, and back to sydney. I remember a gorgeous shop vaguely. It may sound silly, but it's a fairy shop, sparkly, glittery, perfumed shop. Thing is, I can't remember which state. But I do remember walking down the stairs into the shop with my mom. Ha! But i don't think I would wanna visit Aust any time soon (sorry winnie!!). I mean, I've been there for approximately 8 or 9 times?? Think I should try New Zealand soon. But that would depend or where I'll be studying for my Uni (if I can get into one... at this rate.. I think NOT).
Here I go again. Blabbering about travelling. *weak smile*
you'll nv walk alone..
Elaine + Snowy
5:31 PM
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