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Sunday, December 26, 2004

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The Christmas party was a blast. All my relatives came, except some cousins which were missing in action. The food was not bad, but i didn't feel like walking to and fro grabbing munchies. So I spent my time seating infront of the so far, in front of the tv. I screened Dodgeball and Love Actually. I still remember, when I was dragged by Lin Li last yr to watch Love Actually, I came out of the theatre feeling as if I didn't even watch a movie about Christmas. There was no mood for Christmas that year. Or the year before. But i attempted to make Christmas precious for me this year. So, I actually appreciated the movie this time around.

There was a visitor who came to my hse, for the party. My aunty brought him along. He was her hse guest. He's soooo cute. And he's Swiss. Hot!! Oh god... He's got a cute accent. He looks like a classical sexy European man. Oh god. I hope none of my relatives read this, especially my mom or my aunty. I've nv been so jealous of my little nieces (age 2-6). I would love to have him as my nanny anytime. That aside, I shall stop lusting like now!

On the flip side of my life (though it have never been anything interesting, so dear readers, be prepared for some whining), I've decided to give up on some of my friends. They were more often than not NOT there for me. After knowing me for so looong, I was surprised when I heard of how they thought of me, which wasn't me. Make sense? Bottomline: They thought that I was something which I wasn't. And after such a looong period of friendship, I would have expected them to know me for who I am. Boy, how could I have been so blind and so wrong? Last night, i have decided to give up making excuses for them. The fact that they are not there, is because I ain't in their minds. Not because they are busy with school, busy with life, busy with work, busy with boy/girlfriends. I've never been treasured, so maybe it's time I stop treasuring. I give up not for the lack of trying. I tried time and again to keep us together, but only me doing the job is tiring and mentally exhausting. And I'll stop. I won't try anymore. If they can't be bothered, why should I? Trying would only lead to let downs.

You'll nv walk alone..
Elaine + Snowy

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1:10 PM
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The Attention Seeker

WY + Snowy + Poka Neembong Eng + Napoleon
im remaining 19 for life!
Liverpool FC
Singapore
NUS FASS
22nd June
You'll nv walk alone

Totally in love wid`

myself
globe trekking
cocoa dusted almond
white chocolate ice blended
shopping
suppers
Romance novels and chic lit
lychee martinis
zouk
goon

get outta my face if u're..

ugly
act cute
TCMI (totally cannot make it)
after my man

GIMME GIMME GIMME!!

Liverpool jersey
Crumpler bag
Spa treatment
MORE CLOTHES DANG IT!

My bitches and faggies

Goon
Wensu
Winnie
Phyllis
Maril
Gwen
Liane
Beth
Julie
Pauline
Amanda
Joel
Dee
Castor
Javin
Chad
Kwan Shen
Wei Xin
Celest
Lin Feng
Irene
Ruben

Other things to check out

LFC Webbie
Topshop Singapore
Franz Ferdinand
Birkenstock
Beau Monde
Vainpot
XpressFlower
My friends
Love Meridian Day
England Field Trip
Vacation Down South

Credits

my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder,

all my riches for her smiles when I slept so soft against her...

all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter,

she is the tear that hangs inside my soul forever.

-Jeff Buckley