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Sunday, August 22, 2004

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Life updates (not that it is really interesting.)
So, the culprit have arrived (me) to update the blog. I know, i've been e lazy, good for nth, nv update for ages. Sorry, I got erm.. lazy. So yah. After not blogging for YEARS, waiting diligently for smth intersting to happen in my life, I finally, did not really get one, but some. I mean, getting screwed by the teachers, and principals, nothing much (sarcasm).

Firstly, I don't wanna get into such great of a detail la. It'll only make me mega pissed. My old econs teacher(by that I mean, i have a new Econs teacher! YEah!! Yahoooo!!), uses sympathy votes, to get all the Heads (head of department, head of school etc), so now, my class is being watched by everyone that is non student (does not include the toilet cleaners, and food stall sellers). My class seemed to have acquired a nickname. "Problematic Class" cool eh? The thing is, it wld be cool if we were problematic, but.. we are not. we are pretty docile, except for liane ;). hha. Really. My class don't deserve that name. Just because 1 teacher (as opposed to 4 others, History, Literature, Gp, Chi) cannot handle the class and thinks that we are rude, have (absolutely) no kindness blah blah.. So, we got a blistering tonsil shaking scolding from our HOD of Humanities, saying that we have (absolutely) no human kindness, outrages, why are we even in MJC, principal is appalled, la di da. And, she sae we does things (being really vague in my opinion). So, we bet the Old econs tutor, she told HOD her sob story (w/o there to defend ourselves, Unfair, she was there when we were being quite tactful about her).

Sigh~ at least e other teachers think we are nice. nvm. Sod it! And, if (touch wood!) we dun make it to next yr, we are NOT going to get promoted. Retaining is sooo not an option. I'll pray for a 1A, 2 AO, and pass GP and Chi. Wow~

And now my bosy aches like nobody's business.V.ball training is.. argh (ok la.. not THAT bad, but bad as i've been sick and haven excercise for weeks). So now, my muscles are screaming. My arms, thighs, shoulder, abdominal, NECK and even my buttocks! I mean, how can ur neck ache?! Butt I can sort of understand, but neck?! *dumbfounded*

Anyway, on the relatively nice side of my life, tho it involves my school, a love-meridian day is held, with teachers' day and be-urslef day. Cool eh. and we get an extra day off after teachers day, which other schs don't have. *Cheers*. And the theme my class chose was "retro" ah ha! Mega cool. So yest, me, cher, Liane, and Julz went shopping! Shiok man. All the gorgeous pointy shoes (I want!). And retro like shirts, and earing etc. Tho, i did not get my precious sunnies. It's alrite. I'll get it Todae. And I am so dating Liane next week. For dinner we went to Marche (yummy), esp cos I drank alcohol. My precious Baileys, Irish Cream (GOSH, Super duper tastily YUMMY! Lick~) and cocktail Grasshopper. Nice man. Think I am turning alcoholic. haha.. but at least I dun get drunk easiy, and maybe at all (but I am not pushing it). I am so tempted to buy that medium size bottle of Baileys! It's 24.90! so cheap!!! i WANT. bUT, WHR CAN i HIDE IT? damn~ Argh, the thought of alcohol is maing me giddy (with joy la).

So, after being months of soccer-deprived, EPL is Back! Woohoo~ Liverpool just kicked ass last nite (I love you stevie!!)--> 2nd goal scorer!. However, I still seem to be movie-deprived. School is killing my movie life. I wanna watch" the village, Farenheit 9/11, stratforts wives, borne supremacy, cinderella story, catwoman, etc.. so many movies, so little time! Argh....

Here, my life, all in one entry. but yah. I'll TRY to update more often.Who know when the lazy bug will attack me again. *ponders*

you'll nv walk alone..
Elaine + Snowy

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11:30 AM
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004

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hmmmz..
wasn't intending to blog. lazy bones syndrom still significant. Sighz~ So msia was fun, yeah.. shoppings etc. of cos its fun. hanging ut with cher. but.. the travelling was plain tedious. I always thought travelling was tedious. but, yeah..
Singapore idol was funny. the people are simply shameless, egoistic and really tone deaf. yikes.. causes me to cringe. and like cher, i applaud the deaf, speech defective guy and guy whose dad passed away. great jobs. 2 thumbs up.
Am talking to phy online. and she told me to read her blog of inner thoughts and feelings. after reading it. i feel like such a lousy fren. not juz to her. but to everyone. seriously. i guess i am. i weren't there enuf for her during her times of need. there were times whr we hardly communicate, weeks, mths too i think. Gosh i am crap. As for others, rem the hi-bye situation i am talking about? it still exist. Man~ i knew i wasn't an easy person to get along with. I mean, how many can accept a partial schizo? as in really accept. Not thinking i am out for attention. I may seem so. but years as a shizo, snowy has become a diff character. maybe similar to me, after all ppl will prob sae: it's you talking wad," yah true. but maybe i developed snowy to have an entire new character of its own. 1stly, snowys knows of its appeal.. eh.. sort of. i dun have an appeal. there. difference. But, i dunno what is going thru ppl's head when they see snowy or to them, part of me talking. Guess to many readers i dun make sense here. but try to follow ok?
And, back to the frens part. i find that i am not a good enuf. i'm trapped in my tiny anti-social life (not exactly by choice). My life comprises of work, sleep, eat, bath, tv, blogging (reading and writing), chatting online, cheryl and reading. of cos there are others, yah no doubt.. cousin etc. but.. that's it. can u believe it? it's so routine. and seriously, i am getting nauseated with myself. It's not that i didn't try to expand my circle. but. how easy is it to pick up bonds and cultivate it? it seriously needs time, and that i lack. really lack. not enuf time for my school books, and talk bout cultivating more frenships. It's so awkward. but i guess i'll try. i'll expand. i promise myself. i'll ask everyone out. date them. love them. whatever. Juz leave this routined shell. maybe singapore is my shell. That's y i strive to leave. Just leave. really leave. everything.. most everything i guess. To start anew is tempting but difficult. kinda like drug addiction. and i dun have that will power. i know me. i am pretty dependent, weak, useless, stupid. they sae i am bright, but my laziness is the downfall. it's my curse, and seriously, as stupid as it is, i dun wanna change this laziness. it's my drug. sigh.
shan't go on further. i'll depress ppl. weird moods i have rite? i knw. but i guess, wad they sae is true. i get influenced by ppl's mood. many examples i can cite. frens sad, i'll depress to. one great eg is sec 4 prelims, where i did pretty well, but my pals didn't. i from an estatic state, turn to depression. as in real life depression. haha.. good enuf eg eh? And, i muz thank JS, weird rite. but he sat beside me that dae. Thanx JS, tho i know u won't get to see this. but still. Thank u.

you'll nv walk alone..
elaine + snowy

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11:50 PM
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Friday, August 06, 2004

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Hmm..
so sorry for not updating sooner. Been jinxed with an onslaught of lazy-bones syndrome where i got lazy, even juz to type my name. all i cld really do was just to click.. erm, like an invalid. hahah. So yah, the truth is i've not recovered from this horrid sickness. So u are gna ask, y am i updating den? Cos, my dear readers (if there is any) i am in my mom's office, waiting for my mom to appear to i can attempt to extort money from her. Yes ppl, i am once again, broke. Splendid~

Went to watch movie with my class just now. haha. the puting was great. Really fun. We went to watch the notebook, and it is oh so touching. *sniffs* Ryan gosling looks sooooo.. HIM! haha. other than the part where he grew a beard. Well, i kinda remembered this period of time when i was absolutely ga-ga over him, like in primary 6, due to the young hercules series. And seriously, i still think he is dang cute! Argh.. so cute!! But the movie is really really so sweet. U know, walk to rem, smth like that. well, no surprise as it is the same author. It makes u goes "Oh," (in a dreamy voice and sighing all over).

So, i bought myself a pair of funky earings. haha. sort of. quite cute dangly ones. next i'll prob just get myself retro ones. and clothes. Lotsa clothes. I've got a fettish for short skirts, tho i haven't wore my 1st pair yet. waiting for the chance to.

And! i have made up my mind. I MUST ABSOLUTELY LOSE WEIGHT! ah ha. yes. i've been saying that. i guess i'll excercise more and eat less (fries). Tho, the truth is, i juz bought cavier, which i've been craving for more than a week. I deserve it, managing to continjue craving so long. Well, it ain't fatty. Just that, the food goes straight to my (no, not my ass), but heart. Yes, cavier.. high in colestrol. like suh~ it's fish roe. but, dang, it taste really good with crackers.

So, wad else have i got to update? Hmm.. juz borrowed 3 books that i wanted to, for the longest of time. Just that i was lazy and more interested in my novels. So i borrowed Oscar Wilde's "The importance of being Ernest and other plays" which also include, a woman ofno importance etc, Homer's "Odessey" and "Iliard". ah ha. do u know wad's that? It's mostly greek mythology. U know, connect to troy (Iliard) ehich "odessey" is the period after the trojan war. Hmmm.. yeappers. Fascinating. Winnie recommended Jane Austen's "Pride and prejudice" which, i too, wanted to buy (esp in england). And i am also looking for Canterbuury tales. So, i guess, i'll just finish my 3 borrowed books 1st before i make bigger plans.

Ok, one last thing. Have been reading and amusing myself with a ultra raunchy belt. The girl's sex life (yes, girl.. she is merely 18) is woah~ so much?! Ans she only slps with the Whites. She totally can't stand locals. hmm.. fascinating stuff really. She is not what you think, trampy, slutty. But i belief she is very advantureous and daring and fun. Not that i wish to be like her. That'd not true. I still have my moral beliefs. But, yah. she looks FUN. balance of FUN and Work.. Gosh~

you'll nv walk alone...
elaine + snowy ( i miss my bear, he ain't with me currently!)

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6:55 PM
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Sunday, August 01, 2004

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Ah,
I'm back to update this blog (tho cher have been doing that constantly). Well, what's up? Eh, nth, juz getting my brains farking fried. With the pressure of hist and econs. Itotally predict failure which I am fervently trying to prevent. Argh.. is this a losing battle or wad? Ok, this is SOOOO not the attitude. Think positive. Strive for a pass. I can do it. Cambridge awaits. Eek. Is it just an empty dream? Can i even make it to cambridge? Sounds like a dellusion to me tho. I've got cousins with 4As and unable to get a scholarship. What bout lesser beings like me? The only difference that I can think of is, I am an art student while she is science. You know, Biomed lovers. I just wanna get into an archelogy faculty. That's all. It's easier rite? The critiria should be less stringent. I mean, ppl is so not interested in History or Archeology. Seems like Bio med and life sci are the most popular trends. Alrite, keep this thought and push forward.. Breathe.. Work.. Breathe.. Work. This might just work.

Subject2: Ain't replying his mail. Yeah. That Old guy. Remember? *shudders* He seems to be attempting to impress me or "make me jealous" as he puts it. And he is acting kinda OVER-enthusiastic. I mean, I know I am nice to talk to, but not THAT nice tight? To me, he sounds rather pompous. Eek. Like a freaking MCP. Check it out and judge for urself.

Elaine
I am very pleased to know you have got taste but not only that....
Liverpool is still and has been the club with the most European Champions League Trophy
They have collected 4 trophies - NO OTHER English club has that many....
Man United has only won it TWICE and Nottingham Forest TWICE and THAT'S IT !

I have been to Liverpool 3 times and have met most of the Legends - The Stars !
Lied down on the grass at Anfield and alot of great pics of me at Anfield
I have been an International Supporter plus the Local one as well.....

So we can talk more about this and I can make you jealous about the pics I have !

You'll never walk alone !!!!!
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Hmmm.. I am right eh? What's with the over enthusiastic response? Exclamation marks, I can understand. But it seems a lil (ok, a lot) OVER!

Shall stop here. Econs and Hist calls. Fascinating~

Yo'll nv walk alone..
Elaine + Snowy.

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9:30 PM
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WY + Snowy + Poka Neembong Eng + Napoleon
im remaining 19 for life!
Liverpool FC
Singapore
NUS FASS
22nd June
You'll nv walk alone

Totally in love wid`

myself
globe trekking
cocoa dusted almond
white chocolate ice blended
shopping
suppers
Romance novels and chic lit
lychee martinis
zouk
goon

get outta my face if u're..

ugly
act cute
TCMI (totally cannot make it)
after my man

GIMME GIMME GIMME!!

Liverpool jersey
Crumpler bag
Spa treatment
MORE CLOTHES DANG IT!

My bitches and faggies

Goon
Wensu
Winnie
Phyllis
Maril
Gwen
Liane
Beth
Julie
Pauline
Amanda
Joel
Dee
Castor
Javin
Chad
Kwan Shen
Wei Xin
Celest
Lin Feng
Irene
Ruben

Other things to check out

LFC Webbie
Topshop Singapore
Franz Ferdinand
Birkenstock
Beau Monde
Vainpot
XpressFlower
My friends
Love Meridian Day
England Field Trip
Vacation Down South

Credits

my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder,

all my riches for her smiles when I slept so soft against her...

all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter,

she is the tear that hangs inside my soul forever.

-Jeff Buckley