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yeah sure i know sijori was an army barrack in the past and sentosa was formerly known as pulau belacang mati but then.. 3 experiences all within less than an hour!? and with this i remember the house on the haunted hill is just beside sijori...... omg.. ok i shall stop this.. its seriously freaking me out..
swalk,
me
Mood: spooked
Music: jasmine trias- midnight train to georgia
11:12 PM
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alas~
so long den i update. hahaha.. sorry la. ok.. this incident happened on fridae when i was to meet cher at ps. well.. i was in cityhall interchange waiting for my train. at last, after a 6mins wait, it decided to appear. so i walked in la.. right in. den i was carrying my quicksilver backpack, so i put my hp in the netted pocket. and i felt someone touching my bag. me, being paranoid, hate ppl (strangers actually) to touch my bag, esp if i keep my hp thr. i turn around to see this cock face bloody arsehole shit brain ugly pig of a malay, holding onto my phone. i recognise it cos i keep my phone in e pouch that cher gave me. u know, the purple one. so he was holding onto it. i was real pissed. so i grab his arm (putting a whole new meaning to the phrase 'vice like grip') and said 'can i have my phone back' really menacingly. guess he knew he was caught, that freaking fark face so he DROP my phone on the floor. stupid shit face drop my phone. i soooo should have pinched him. DAMN.. I LET HIM OFF TOO LIGHTLY. he took the opportunity to run away when i bend to pick my phone. that coward of a shit black brain. slappa his face until he become a freaking farking kahn bin ah. piss me off. as he charged towards his 'freedom' he shouldered a couple of ppl, a girl who damn yelled NABEI. when she looked at me quizzically, i told her the incident. she was aghast. den she said in chi, nvm, i help u scold him nabei already. hahah... my mom said i shld have cried molest. maybe i shld. and bring him to the control station. DAMN. i shld have like squash him, making use of my body weight as i always do to my frens. why didn't i? that cock of a electron brain! slappa his kahn bin ah... tootpid thief
TOUCHA MY PHONE AND I'LL SLAPPA YOUR FACE!
elaine + snowy
Mood: pissed off
Music: maroon 5- this love
2:12 PM
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sighs. nevertheless, it does not deter me from enjoying the rest of the 31 days of my hols. =) (but 600 odd minutes of talktime?!? i so do not believe it) yeah, but whatever, feeling real tired. had gp mid year this morning, think im not even gonna get an ao pass, then econs lect (boring), then supposedly went to watch troy but it was sold out *dammit*. and so proceeded to go for the lotr exhibition. it wasnt that bad, but it wasnt that good either. and it certainly wasnt worth $12.80!! oh well whatever.. i still like the nazgul tho.. its like so cool... esp the steel mask thingy..
hey i need sleep. cya peeps.
swalk,
cher
Mood: sleepy
Music: phantom planet- california
2:30 PM
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hmm lets see.. my hols are not as packed as i thought it would be. thank god.. i guess im only due in school for training on tues and thurs, econs on the 8th, pw on 31st. yeah thats about it i guess. just hope they dont give us more econs lects/tutorials. will surely combust effectively infront of saadiah. gosh. gp exam tomorrow. seth said abortion would surely come out for essay. hah! at least she told us. surfing the net now for abortion material. then at least tomorrow i can regurgitate everything down for her to see. =) aha.. then after 11.30 i have chinese listening thingy, followed by econs. Arrrgh shit. the dreaded five letter word. sheesh~ okay anyway will (finally) be watching troy (i so love brad pitt but he stinks) and going to the lotr exhibition. All wy's fault. HAd she not (so forcefully) persuaded me to go for it i wouldnt even have bothered. They had batter make my 16 bucks worth man. Gonna bring cam there n take pix till my cam combusts like how i would during econs tomorrow. Oh gosh think im going nuts. Theres something going on with me and the word 'combustion' wy just asked me what is associated with light, heat and fire, and i replied 'combustion'. Bet shes so gonna screw me for this. Hahas. anyway gotta go watch AMI now. Last chance to see Ryan seacrest till next season. Hope diana degarmo wins. ciaoz
swalk,
me
Mood: bitchy
Music: cheeky girls- cheeky holidays
11:51 AM
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Mood: cold
Music: wayne wonder- hold me now
8:45 AM
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swalk,
me
Mood: blank
8:10 AM
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oh well.. its over. im accepting everything. or at least im trying to.
swalk,
me
Mood: indescribable
Music: atomic kitten- if you come to me
3:31 AM
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just read gerard houllier's last interview on lfc.tv and i just feel so sad. ya know, moving on is hard to do. just hope the new manager doesnt give the players hell otherwise i'd give him hell man. sighs. never thought that he'd be leaving so soon. First emile then now gerard. Lfc critics must be having a helluva good time now. sigh. Lfc will never be the same again.. *more sighs* anyway gotta go do my othello assignment otherwise godwin'll kill me on thursday. cya peeps
YNWA, houllier,
me
Mood: bored
Music: jason mraz- you and i both
11:06 AM
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and i cant believe that im actually thriving (nono, should say surviving. thriving makes me feel like a germ.sheesh.) without HIM. Thank god. must be because of what happened on friday night. and in case you people have no idea what happened on friday night, chad and i went to qc in town and then on the way back in the train we spotted this rj hottie who so totally looked like the younger, tanner version of utt. And so chad and i promptly died in our seats. After the hottie dropped a few stops earlier, i happily dared daring chad to go persuade the hottie's friend for his number (the hottie, not the friend). Then i told chad if the friend were to drop at sk then we'd go get the number but he dropped at punggol instead so we followed. followed! we actually followed the friend. *omg i so cannot believe this!* Then chad happily ambushed the friend and got the number for me. Lets just call him A. Then the fun began.. *evil laughter* we texted A and then we were practically squealing with excitement at that point. Then A had to be a wet blanket and reply that he didnt see me (us) in the train. Totally anti climax. Blah blah blah, fast forward, fast forward.. in the end i didnt even reply to him anymore cause i thought he was trying to be mean.
So saturday came and went by, with the exception of a major heartbreak nothing else happened. Then came sunday; came and went by again. Then came monday (this is NOT a short story for little kids), and i was happily doing my business in the loo (too much info!!) then i came out with alot of cash and a message received on my mobile. Thinking it was elaine, i nonchalantly opened it and promptly died of shock. A had texted me complaining of boredom amd whatever and there you have it.. *taaa daaa* something to divert my attention from my poor broken heart. Alrighty, gonna go.. cya peeps
Swalk,
me
Mood: bitchy
Music: wayne wonder- hold me now
9:04 AM
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So are we over now
Do we just turn the page
Or let the story end?
Do we just walk away
Just like we never meant
I know we said some things
And now you want to leave
But maybe that's no reason to let a good love die
Why goodbye
Why must it be this way
So many words
So many other words that we could say
Why goodbye
After all this time
Can't we try
Why goodbye
Why can't we work it out
Why can't we talk it out
A little more this time
Search though the rain and find
A ray of hope still shine
We can just close the door
We still are fighting for
We've come too far together to leave it all behind
Why goodbye
Why must it be this way...
The road that i love is never easy
You'll get lost along the way
But in time
You will find your way through
We can make it through the bad times
We can make it to the good times through the stormy weather
'cos we belong together
"time can heal all wounds; the only question is how long it will take"
dont understand why im such a stubborn ass. its over and i just cant let go.
Mood: gloomy
Music: why goodbye- christian wunderlich
5:19 PM
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cause i realised that i havent forgotten him at all. that explains all the 'HE is better than xxxxx'. that explains all the reminiscing. he wasnt back in my life. in fact, he never was in my life. by the way, i asked him if that was his girlfriend through text, and he never bothered to reply me. how sweet. and so i told elaine and she asked his bestie if he had a girlf and well, no surprise. the answer was yes. though i knew i had no hope, the answer just struck me like a knife through my heart. i swear i just stopped in my track and stared in disbelife. oh well i guess subconsciously i was praying that it wasnt true, but unfortunately, things dont always go my way, so there you have it. a broken hearted little old me. seriously all along i thought i was over him but god know it wasnt the case. my heart kinda shattered into a million pieces and im never gonna be able to glue them back again. im so sad. its like i remember him saying he didnt want to get a girlf till he was out from the army and now i see him with a girl. his ex. i died. ok now he replied me. said that im a busybody. fine. sigh sigh sigh.
reflecting back, i realised that he could've just told me in the past that he didnt like me and just make a clean cut but hell no, he chose to leave things undone. and now its back to haunt me. how cool is that? *bitter laugh*
i wont cry, thats for sure, but i wont laugh about it either. im felling damn down and nothing can ever ever cheer me up until the day i get over him, and im serious. i mean REALLY get over him. ahhh well.. lets just wish upon a falling star eh? *more bitter laughs*
SWALK,
me
Mood: words cant express how i feel
Music: Daniel Bedingfield- If you're not the one
4:02 PM
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hahaa..
man~ think i'm turning alcoholic.. been drinking consecutively for god knows how many weeks. and todae was my 1st mug of... beer. yes.. that smelly thing. surprisingly, it ain't tt bad. haha.. i guess its one of the few unsmelly ones, unlike german beer.. haha.. we were at lao pa sat, i chio my old frens thr. Jason, phy, hernry, sebas, cher and chad. surprisingly, i hardly ate.. wasn't hungry la.. den we went to get hooch. yummy!
caught troy.. not bad la. didn't like e ending tho? guess i am a sucker for happy endings. how i wanted the elads to LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER. the dreamer in me is still around. shan't sae much la. muz let u all watch urself. Yeah! harry potter coming out! i MUST watch. hahahaha
well, will stop here. getting blurry eyed
you'll nv drink alone
elaine + snowy
Mood: blank
Music: jars of clay..
3:43 PM
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hey peeps. havent been logging in as often as ya thought i would huh? sighs. studying (or should i say cramming) for bloody econs test now and what the heck.. i cant even get e stuff into my grey matter. im no stressed out, its just that i darn well feel like sleeping. but hell no.. dont want to fail this damn test. but then again, i might fail it.. sheesh~
so many things to do and so little time! ive gotta cram econs now, then test tomorrow, then i've got pw tutorial (!) till 11am. then i'll head over to my lil resting place which is sunset bay for a couplea hours and then back to town with friends and lfc vs nufc (hehe! we so gonna win this! champions league here we come!!!). gosh~ feeling kinda cranky today (again). forgive me... *winks* and sunday i have pw at 8am!! can you believe it?!? its 8 am!!!!!!!!! then back to changi for more cramming of geological stuff (weathering) into my lil grey matter again. someday i suspect it will turn black due to over exersion of stress. eeewww... yuck.. ok i take back my words. haha, hey gotta go back studying man. dont want to fail!!! *sobs*
yep, anyways have a nice weekend people (unlike me)...
SWALK,
cher
Mood: stressed
Music: britney & madonna- me against the music
1:00 PM
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Pissed!!!
Grrr... Why am i ( and my grp) always the one who kena work, work, work? All the time, we do the work, u all get to skive, think cute izzit? History like that, lit like that. We cover up for u, and do we get appreciated? Farking hell... NO! Show attitude some more.. I dun understand, why and my grp always the one doing the work, presenting it 1st, and u all dun have to do anything, get the luxury of time, show no appreciation. The times we volunteered to go 1st is to do u guys a favour, not cos it is an obligation. Can u juz do ur bloody work? if u come to bloody JC, wanna skive, den go to hell, withdraw and go to a freaking ITE.. U guys always give excuses, say wad, come kena sasser den all ur work gone, but it is juz an excuse, u dun even do ur work. It is juz an excuse to buy u time. so who kena shoot? My gang.. in order to cover up for u guys, we dun get the luxury of time. We rush, amidst the hectic CCAs, fighting fatigue, to complete the work TO SAVE UR FREAKING BUTT, and we dun get appreciated, eat crap la~ worst of all, we rush, to buy u time.. and wad do u guys do with the time? NOTHING.. Skive, slack, play, crack jokes, have a gd time, and my grp slog to do e work affecting our own study time. Is that FREAKING FARKING FAIR?
We do the work 1st, present it 1st for u all.. and u all use of work, comments from the teacher, beautify it, and get lesser critisism. Is that fair? I think not. When u dun fin e tutorials, and i receive news that others kena hoot and i tell everyone, warn them, personally make sure everyone gets the msg. Do u fin ur work? do u appreciate it? No. that wad is the point of me warning u? We help u all from kena shooting, by giving up OUR time, time we can use constructively to study for upcoming tests, thus, when our test grades suffer, and urs dun cos of the extra time u get from stalling (which we assist in), is that fair. and some of u, i bet will not even get the grades that we indirectly gave u, prefering to skive.
Tell me, what is the meaning of grp work, if 1 member dun appear to assist us in our already overworked, overburden shoulders, instead hanging out with the slacker gang. You dun do the work, we do, u get the credit. Is that fair? U dun take the initiaty to look for us, to help, to contribute, instead, we are the ones acting like CIDS, looking for traces of u and to no avail, juz to get u to contribute in e GRP work.. is that fair to us? obviously, not.
And, to add to that, we get ostracised. We do the work, u all play, play together bond together, obviously, we are not given the equal opportunity to bond, thus, ostracising. Thanx ah.. usually in lectures, i understand that u all want to not sit in the front rows, so u all hang out together in e back rows, sometimes, not paying attention to ur work, and unable to do e work, and look for us to present 1st. wad the..? We choose to sit in front to listen, so in that sense, we get seperated. But in other lectures, where i purposely went in, to choose a rather mid-back seat so we can all seat together, instead, my frens are the only ones who came to the row, sat down with me, while u all walked passed as if not noticing, not making the effort to bond with us. Ostracising.. Fair? no..
U all get to act cute, get to go gaga over people playing with their soft toys.. but when i do that, u all gimme e eeww face, as if i am crazy. Fair? we are doing the same thing, playing with our toys, but i seem to be the one getting the blunt of the biasness, juz because the other is cuter and more out going. Thanx alot ah..
When as class representatives, u collect the notes late, adn we suffer in the process, u may not care, but we do. u cause problems to us, ontop of those already thr. thanx alot ah.. great job. U climb all over teachers heads, tho they attempt to teach. Juz 1 or 2 blunder and the teacher is condemned, u dun wanna give her another chance, u shut down and dun give them ur due respects. wow~ such attitudes.. and u dun understand ur work? sure, blame it on e teacher. easier rite? Pls act like JC students la. we are sooo over the sec sch phases where u need ppl to push u, hang a carrot around ur neck as incentives. if that's e case, pls.. go back to ur sec sch.. what are u doing in the wrong place?
Take us for granted again, i swear, i won't give u all face. i make sure u guys are the one who presents 1st, cos i'll personally go up to the teacher and write the complaints down. Try and skive again and i make sure u end up in e teacher's black list.. i swear, i ain't gna help u all anymore. we get no appreciation, we get taken for granted, we get ostracised. thanx, but no thanx..
gee.. get lost!
elaine + snowy
Mood: pissed off
2:09 PM
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argh! sian dae..
went to changi juz now. and surprisingly, i left early.. at about 5plus.. hai~ studied a lil econs, lit, and hist. Econs was Eww.. didn't understand it.. i sooo need help here man! lit, juz read a lil of my measure for measure.. and hist, read sea topic 1.. Everything screams out boring. tot econs wld be fun, but it ain't.. maybe cos i dun understand wad i was going thru. and gosh.. my 'not understand' is sooo gna pile up esp since i have econs lect tmr... grr... Slow down school!
Kmr was thr.. but he came around 4.. i think.. Chad was EVIL. he ask me to go ask for free stuff.. wad e... dun wanna manipulate ppl lor.. esp since they are already so nice. and cher! i wanna smack u ah.. wad's with the consipracy theory that he likes me..???!!!! frens cannot ah..
Left early as i said and i came hm to doze.. man~ soundsbloody 'exciting' eh? i want to go for movies! do smth crazee~ but no time liao. hopefully, i can go to e lotr exhibition!!
you'll nv be sian alone...
elaine + snowy
Mood: bored
Music: Blue- breathe easy
11:36 AM
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oooh.. feel like im in a reflective mood today.. okay at least for now tho.. was sitting in the bus on the way home for changi and it was kinda raining and i was listening to super jiwang songs like 'someday we'll know'.. and then there was this phrase 'someday we'll know why i wasn't meant for you..' then i was like 'hmm....' and then i started my reflections, or in other words, thought drifting.
i realise that in life most people want to achieve utopia, and i realise that im no different from these people. they want to be happy, they want a good life, ie a boyf/girlf, enough cash to get by, etc etc.. but then i realise that each of us are fortunate in our own way, in that we have something nice in our lives like good pals/ a nice boyf or girlf/ cool parents, etc.. so why the hell do we want more? and hey hey~ im bloody single and im kinda enjoying 70% of it.. and the other 30% of me is like.... hey i want a boyfriend. but hell! i dont think im ready yet, and pals, dont think you can matchmake me with some bloke you pick from the streets man.
and one very very depressing thing is that most of the desirable (by that i mean cute, hot bods, tall) guys are f**king gay! what the hell?!?! im begining to suspect that statistics are going down the drain already!!! *rob schneider's voice: that is so sad!!!*
oh shoot~ now that i realise what ive been typing all this while i feel like dying! what on earth am i talking about?! sigh sigh sigh.... think i'd better go to sleep man otherwise i'll have no idea what nonsense im gonna sprew already... hmmmph...
SWALK,
-beach bum-
Mood: sleepy
Music: five for fighting- 100 years
2:17 PM
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yeah..
guess e title speaks for itself. damn tired. studied from 4.45 til approx 10! my head is pounding.. literally.. bursting with economic terms. and guess wad.. i haven't fin. i got apprx 2/5more to go. apparently my attempt at chionging my revision ain't working. how am i to studee with a shut down brain and closing eye lids? i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired lor. slpy. didn't get much rest these daes! Craps..
Anyway, i went to study in changi coffee bean. and KMR was thr.. he was sooo nice! i ordered a regular vanilla latte.. wanted a cheese cake but did not have enuf cash la~ so i was waiting for my drink and he looked up and saw me. he was like "eh? studying ah?" yeah.. i was prepapring to fry my brain cells under immense stress.. he asked me if i was in JC. i laughed and told him yeah~ and added that time pass so quickly, it used to be studying for Os. but i am soooooooo over that stage of my lfe. juz a digression. Os is nth as compared to JC. i practically had no time to breathe. so anyway, back to e main sub. he smiled and told me to take a seat. And thr i was sitting next to 2 MJC peeps that i will get to know later.
KMR is SOOOO darn nice. he served me my drink and chuckled at e sight of me studying 15mins later (and upsized it to a large!) and oso gave me a free cheese cake. this is like e 3rd time he gave me free cakes! Gosh~ i really owe him man! big time. he wished me gd luck for e test and proceed to cont working. while i was waiting for e drink, i can tell a couple of ppl arond me looking at me prob thinking 'she nv order anything den sit here and study' aiyah~ my fren call me to sit ma!!!
he was working when i happen to glance and him, and as usual we stick our tongue out.. muahaha.. funny man! I saw my Lit teacher in coffee bean! DR S appeared with a couple of europeans. dun know if she noticed me but i bet she noticed e 2 MJC fellas beside me. That was when i talked to them. Anthony and Priscilla. haha.. we told racist jokes! and he helped me a lil with econs and we discussed sch. they are pretty cool considering e fact tt i only tok to them 2hrs later after sitting beside them. when they left, anthony gave me 2 sweets.. So SWEET!!! Cher appeared moments later and we studied.. And believe or not.. i am not finished with frying of brains mission 101!!! guess i'll stop here man~ muz work harder!
you'll nv stress alone
elaine + snowy
Mood: tired
Music: Phantom Planet- california
2:09 PM
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man! todae was pretty good. as i said, i went to study with cher, chad and jav.. and b4 that, we met early to go take pic
i took lots and lots and loads of pix! muahaha.. can see our idiotic face! haha.. we were all in a flutter. the thing flashing so quickly, that i barely had time to turn.. we took so many pix man! e card one.. the many many one.. two sets of each ma.. den we proceed to coffeebean.
and i was traumatised. i went thr, and me, cher, and chad ordered ceaser salad add chicken.. i finished mine (luckily). i will now proceed to tell u y i am lucky to fin eating it. cher, smart la. see so much vege den dun wanna fin e veg.. only eat e chicken and bread crumps. so we stacked e two plates and told jav to put it on top of the dustbin( he was sitting nearest). the enxt thing u know, a man wearing a cap and tights taking cher's leftover and eating it. GROSS!!! he was eating/drinking leftovers... SICK MAN! chad looked at him and said.. gosh, dun worry.. i'll fin mine. muahaha.. den we say that the guy now has essence of cher. cher is his now.. hahahaha.. poor girl..
after that, e happening thing happen. TAROT READINGS! yes.. chad, that psychic, knows hoe to read tarrot cards. he helped me, cher, jav to read. obviously.. i asked bout love life.. duh~ 80% of them ask for that. and guess wad.. i had a good spread. i had e slping lord, the hermit.. and dunno wad e other cards is called. and an advice card. basically, my love life have nv been ignited. (so accurate!). i have been 'slping', while others around me have enjoyed/suffered a relationship. and basically, i will meet someone who is also new in it. he is a very stable person, good la. and he is willing to learn (the hermit). he learns and observe. and according to chad, he will know wad i like and dun. he said it was one of the best/better spread he had seen.. relatively good. the advice cards tells me that, even tho the tornado has passed, i muz still stand guard. fight against any doubts in e relationship.. so coool!!! great way for a 1st (and only i hope) love. :)
next, i asked about my archeology.. which will soooo shock me! as u know, i am an archeologist inspired. wad i want, is very difficult in sg. and my relationship, because of it, will face some trouble. and somewhr along thr, i will change a job that requires patience. chad saes that he suspect it is TEACHING! *gasped*.. oh gosh.. this brings me back to ages ago, when i remember my mom telling me this. when i was a kid, it was long predicted wad my occupation would be by a psychic (which is my mom's cousin). it is predicted that i will be a teacher. my mom's life was predicted by her.. and my mom did not belief it. till EVERYTHING came true! so.. she predicted that i will be a teacher. is that a sign?
there were many more readings done soonafter. and chad taught me and cher to read cards.. luckily, we were able to connect with cards.. it gave some rather accurate readings. yup. i am learning tarrot readings. i can do e basic ones la. i need lotsa practice, and i am looking for a set. so any takers? haha.. i dun mind. this will be so cool. i mean.. many are skeptical.. i am too.. til wad was chosen was sooooooooooooo accurate! some not proven yet, but it is thr! gosh! tarot readings :)
think i'll stop here...
you'll nv read tarot cards alone...
elaine + snowy
Mood: creative
Music: hilary duff- so yesterday
10:58 AM
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argh! muz studee.. (O-O)-->4 eyes
ah! todae muz go changi studee! as usual la... haha.. at least i think stuying is actually quite fun(i know it's weird but....!) i guess its that sense of accomplicement u get. like v.proud of myself. that is GOOD!
was in sentosa yest.. ALONE!!!! wad e..?! yeah.. cher backed out last min, so i went with my fren and her stead. they went tanning, so thr i was sitting near andy and jas as usual. and this guy call father fu/foo/fool? i dunno la. i ask for his name and he told me that.. shegot baileys, and wyn wanted to see e id.. haha..so had to ask her boyf. lucky he old enuf.. duh! took a sip.. not bad ah! so yah~ how was i to know my fren left at 1+... gads! so early.. haha.. she wanted to watch 50 1st dates.. so me, poor me, was soooo alone. lucky got andy entertain. SSB should pay me for helping out haha.. no.1 ppl who asks for ball, eyes MY GORGEOUS BALL. 2. they tend to approach me rather than andy, asking me how much kayaking is etc. 3. i help andy put the smelly yellow bands to e other basket behind. 4. i help him keep e balls... 5. i help him dry e wet cash! hhahaha.. told u i shld be paid..
but ok la. quite fun. gain some experience( no matter how limited it is). i found out that the fav qn is: is thr any doubles, or singles.. for kayak of cos. and that is e problematic one whr u have to go check often(which i'll nv know how to ans as i have short term memory). was attempting to read a lil of george orwell's politics vs english language. make me feel like an intellectuall. awhile only la.. haha cos.. I DUN UNDERSTAND IT! so how am i gna do my work on it?! plus, orwell like to use chim words.. and i nv bring dictionary(siao.. sentosa bring dictionary?) haha.. andy saw e circled words and said: ' ah, circle words u dunno wad e meaning rite..?' duh~ den embarrasse me by asking this new girl who is gna join a bunch of regulars. Michelle, she is nice la.. haha.. found a gossip partner. we talked bout scary possesive men (who? read cher's part in e blog.. and others i dun wanna name la). haha.. father fu/foo/fool attempted to interrupt us and prevent us from cont, saying.. aiyah.. all this can be summarized into 1sentence. All men are bastards.. haha.. well, ironicly it is comin from a man. haha..
Well, andy ah, he said his chaser oming at nite. how was i to know i saw her at 4.. wad e...?! he gave me a pleading look and said 'now cher shld come down' hahaha.. i went to bathe preety soon (long queue man! e SSBC toilet! eeewww). the door could not be locked. luckily, women are nice and they halp u pull e door to prevent it from opening... i came out and to my horror/disgust.. i saw ANDY RUBBING HER BACK WITH SUN TAN LOTION!!!! *pukes* aiyoh. he gave me this 'god, why am i saddled with this' look. serves him right la. he can reject and call her to ask jas or someone else rite? cher saes he will get hell. hahahahahahahahahahaahh... i left soon ah.. the whole dae, sentosa was queued... tootpid labour dae!
went to orchard to meet cher. bought lotsa things ah.. i bought a small puny 50ml baileys.. haha.. and topshop clothes, and perfumes (for my mom.. but she shan't know yet. i bought a small bottle of polo blue too.. smellls damn shiok. but i still love hugo la.. muahahaha...
kk. shan't go on liao. muz get ready for changi.. cya folks
you'll nv walk alone
elaine + snowy
Mood: cheerful
Music: usher ft ludacris- yeah!
1:01 AM
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oh.. goody! i just had a last and major fight with him. it went like:-
blah blah blah, then (im the beach bum, while he's the so called clark kent [eeew!!])
|||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says:
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
wat
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
i didnt say anything bout endiing i think
|||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says:
you cant convince youself, you wanted me to fuck it and keep my non constructive criticism to myself and so how do you think i feel?
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
i dunno but i was juz speaking the truth
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
u were so sarcastic
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
ok u werent
|||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says:
look who was the one about the handphone
|||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says:
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
all my doing k
|||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says:
low batt means low batt right.. you werent happy with the fact that iw asnt picking up your calls and so you think it gives you a real good reason to piss me off is it?
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
were u
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
no ar
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
u were picking up fine
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
juz abit pointless when u pick up den u talk to someone else
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
later phone bill high complain again
|||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says:
yea yea whatever
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
ok
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
here's the yes/no questionare
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
did u complain dat your phone bill ex?
|||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says:
you feel the age gap is too much then when i say forget it you start all your nonsense again.. and you totallt dont understand the fact that i've got school the next day and you keep asking me to go out at night or talk on the phone etc etc.. and so you say 'go hang up la.. bye' stuff like that you think its funny?
|||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says:
and yes i did say handhopne bill was fucking high. so?
|||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says:
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
its not funny
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
i meant it
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
if u wanna hang up den hang up lah
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
at least i dun go ':(' after i hang up
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
or ok
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
its your fren who sent the sms
|||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says:
i told you it wasnt me who sent that fucking message ok
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
so prob the high bills werent caused by me?
|||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says:
i've got better things to do than to sit there and send you a message and cry like a baby till you reply my messages you know
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
i noe
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
u r busy studying wif your fren mah
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
so wat makes u think u will have time for other things
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
dun u get the point
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
and wanna noe something?
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
u dun sit at the back when ur fren is driving u
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
i was like wondering where is your manners
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
oops
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
where were your manners
|||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says:
you know what? i cant believe you actually get irritated at this slightest bit of stuff. i wonder if you'd get pissed off if you actually found an ant on your backseat?
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
which reminds me
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
eating in the car is like...
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
nvm
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
til your dad nags at u
|||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says:
it wasnt me ok!
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
ant on breakfast..and basic ettiquite is diff
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
u dun wear red to a funeral rite?
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
so u gonna say the grieving members r unreasonable when they stare at u?
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
or do u juz cut queue at the water cooler when everyone is thirsty?
- i've got a crush on you, i hope you feel the way that i do - says:
wait ah
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
not enuff examples?
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
prob u juz someone who always gets your way with things
|||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says:
oh come on lor.. not happy you could just say it out at that point of time ya know. you dont have to drag up all the past issues now you know
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
when i said i m happy the way we are
|||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says:
and say whatever you want cause i honestly dont care..
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
u juz presumed dat its the end
|||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says:
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
yes til this point of time i m still talking to u coz i still think u r my fren
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
n i was juz thinking i shd juz not give a damn animore since u r not appreciative of advice n comments bout your character
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
but well i decided to say 'hey' aniwae
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
and this is wat i get
Clark Kent is Superman's critique on the whole human race, sort of like Beatrix Kiddo and Mrs. Tommy Plumpton. says:
u noe u deserve someone who will make u wake up the hard way
|||[beåch büm]|||[dont let you head rule your heart]||| says:
you know what? you piss me off fucking big time and i think you should get out of my life since im so immature huh...
and after the wake of all this, i've got a few dedications, from my friend jinli, she sent me this message:
people walk in and out of one's life all the time, this time round he walked in for awhile and walked out again. it came all of a sudden so it left you lost and confused but remember ya. there will be someone new who's gonna walk in your life soon. in the meanwhile you've got all of us, so smile girl!
i nearlky wanted to cry oka.. i was so touched.. then there was another from wilson that asked me not to be sad and cheer up. then amalina sent me one too.. and elaine just dedicated this song to me:
Artist: Mandy Moore
Title: Someday We'll Know
Ninety miles outside Chicargo
I can't stop driving I don't know why
So many questions, I need an answer
Two years later, you're still on my mind
Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart
Who holds the stars up in the sky
Cuz true love is just once in a lifetime
Did the captain of the Titanic cry?
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you
Does anybody know the way to Atlantits?
What the wind says when she comes
I'm speeding by the place that I met you
For the ninty-seventh time, tonight
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know that I was the one for you
I want to take you to the end of the rainbow
Watch the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me, tonight?
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know that I was the one for you
but i feel more like this song is better:
Artist: Blaque
Title: As If
Uh, uh, uh, uh, uh
Yo, yo (ooh yeah)
Let me explain this to you
See I'm not gonna let you run me
How we're gonna do it is
I'm gonna run you
You, you've got a lot of nerve
I guess you haven't heard
I'm doin' fine out here on my own
You, you think that you can come
Around here for some fun
But boy you've got a lot to learn
Don't shake your head from side to side
Saying that you've changed enough
That you see the light
Cuz you just say what you say
And want your way
And it's that game that you play
It's a little late
As if I'm ever gonna take you back
As if It's ever gonna come to that
So see you 'round, wave goodbye
Be a bird pass me by
As if I'm gonna let you break my heart again
As if I'm gonna let your love back in my life
Not tonight, get a grip
Baby as if
Come on (oh, oh) come on (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Uh-huh, uh-huh, yeah (Oh, oh)
You seem to think that I (I)
Ain't got no sense of pride (Pride)
Well boy you got a weird perception now (Yo)
Of what it is to love (Love)
And I am sure because (Because)
You got the look of desperation
Don't shake your head from left to right
Saying that you will when you won't ever see the light
And you just say what you say and want your way
And it's that game that you play
It's a little late
As if I'm ever gonna take you back
As if It's ever gonna come to that
So see you 'round, wave goodbye
Be a bird pass me by
As if I'm gonna let you break my heart again
As if I'm gonna let your love back in my life
Not tonight, catch my drift
Baby as if (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Blaque:)
Never should have dealt with your sh*t
(Joey:)
Never should have talked too much and gave me lip
(Blaque:)
Basically I spent my time trying to find someone
(Joey:)
Someone who could give you the world at the drop of a dime
(Blaque:)
(don’t cut me off)
And if you can’t believe you could take the count
And sense the thong mistress and bounce like this
(Joey:)
(what?!)
(Blaque:)
You heard me that’s right don’t play with me as if
(Joey's rap:)
What can I do what can I say don’t walk away from me
I should have thought it out that’s what love is all about
What do I gotta do to get this through to you
(Blaque:)
Don't shake your head from left to right
Saying that you've changed and now you're on my side
Cause you know you just want some lucky charm
And it's that game that you play
So I'm moving on
As if I'm ever gonna take you back
As if It's ever gonna come to that
So be a dear, disappear
Maybe I'm not being clear
As if I'm gonna let you break my heart again
As if I'm gonna let your love back in my life
Not tonight, get a grip
Baby as if (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
No, no, no
As if I'm ever gonna take you back
As if It's ever gonna come to that
So see you 'round, wave goodbye
Be a bird pass me by
As if I'm gonna let you break my heart again
As if I'm gonna let your love back in my life
Not tonight, get a grip
Baby as if I'm gonna let you break my heart again
As if I'm gonna let you try and be my friend
It's the end, take the hint
Baby as if (He, he, he)
yep yep.. so there.. gonna try out my new outfit i bought today, cya peeps. =)
Mood: as if!!!
Music: blaque- as if
2:13 PM
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hola peeps! im finally back after god know how many aeons. a good thing ain't it? im soooo freaking busy these days that i can no longer watch america's next top model or american idol (SOBS!!!) thank god today's labour day, otherwise i'd die big time man. so stressed, what with all the teachers piling on work on us as if we don't have other subjects to study for. what crap man.. and as elaine said, mid years are after JUNE!!! what the hell? i wanna enjoy my hols and they're doing this to me. and i do not want to think of track training! not that i dont like track, but the thing is im back after each track session at about 10-11pm! which absolutely gives me 2 options: a)to sleep or dont do homework, or (b) to do homework or not sleep. so i usually choose (a), in which i'll have to spend my breaks the next day chionging homework. what the hell.. ok lets see whats happened recently:
ok 3 weeks ago i met this guy called wl. and at first i was like 'awww so keeeeewt!' and then we became fast friends. he'd pick me up after track on tues and thurs for dinner (thats why im always back at 10 plus 11!), then recently, like in the middle of last week, he told me that he liked me. and after much 'consultation' with andy, chad, elaine and a bunch of my classmates, i decided to give things a shot. but before that, i had chad read my tarrot cards. and i had 5 prediction cards, and an advice card. so it was like he's rich and he know he likes someone but doesnt know what to do; he'll be very possessive and will stand in others way if the want to get to me, they'll have to get though him; he's powerful and wants to have the upper hand in the relationship; sometime along the relationship there'll be another guy coming in, and i'd have to choose if i want either guy, or just take the centre path and leave them all behind. and the advice card read that sometime along, we'll have a very big fight that threatens to destroy everything we built on but there's still hope, ie tyelling me not to give up. BUT WHAT THE HELL?! after he told me that he like me, he'd get mood swings and we'd quarrel almost everyday. and im not enjoying it so yesterday was the final straw. he IMed me a really rude message (said that i was v unreasonable, i dont understand him and that hes calling me and i could pick up if i wanted to but meanwhile could i save the non constructive critics to myself and fuck it?) GOSH~ that was really bad okay. he was the one who didnt understand me, he was the possessive one (he'd ask who im going out with, guy or girl, go where, from what time to what time, etc, etc), he didnt understand that i have school and cant afford to watch late night movies with hoim on school nights, he didnt understand that i needed to sleep and concentrate on school and so its all my fault is it? asshole! and so what if he's 23, in NS and drives a fucking merc and has 2 bikes? oh, and by the way, he said he didnt want to talk to me, he told me to fuck off and then he called me. he called me. and so then its supposed to be my fault. and later he called me approximately 5000 times and i didnt pick up. so he send me a message saying ' do you know that i want you to understand that i like you? take care'.. i was like ' the cheek of him!' said he'd never want to talk to me and now hes doing this. and i replied him about 12 hours later and said 'you were the one who started this, and you were also the one who wanted to end this. what do you want me to do?' and he didnt reply. oh well. i guess thats the end of it. and its not that i dont like him, i like him just a teeny weeny bit more than a friend, thats all, and i swear i never liked him for his merc!so there... nothing good ever happens to me.. sighz.. shall not dwell on it, didnt mean much to me anyway...
and im going off to town to suss out sales not (that means im alright, right?) haha!!
ps: MAN U LOST TO LIVERPOOL!!!!!! WOOOOO HOOOOO!!!
Sealed With A Liverpool Kiss,
C Casillas
Mood: crazy
Music: will young - don't let me down
3:47 AM
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get outta my face if u're..
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