Thursday, April 29, 2004
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argh! so busy
man..
everydae work work work.. sch end late some more! kaoz.. been a busy tiring week. on mondae, i was rushing for my hist and GP essay. tues i was busy studying for e test. todae can slack.. after 2daes of mugging. wanted to do lit, but i realise that i dun have e staff for my utopian..
and to add to this never ending books, i have PE! since mondae.. run run run. they think cute ah? MOn and tues got PE. but tues, i was released late, so all of us had to do make up PE for todae. crap man! run again.. _|_ ah.. and sekali still have v.ball training. luckily, v.ball is still kinda fun. make me made up my mind to buck up in sentosa, chillin. shall go play v.ball and cher is not spared.
JC IS TOUGH! i'm starting to feel e tight shedule on my shoulders. i hardly have time to correspond with outside frens.. unless it is on weekends, whr SAT is my only relac dae, in e beach..
Dunno how i'm gna take it man~ and my cousin is already having her mid yrs.. wad e..?! her sch so kanchiong ah.. haha... for me, my mids is after JUNE... v.early ah. sch smart la. make us study over e hols.. how to play? plus 1st week they eat up for more lectures. i'm going crazee. soooo ain't lookin forward to tmr, whr it will be a long long long dae!!! shall stop whinning here!
you'll nv walk alone...
elaine + snowy
Mood: tired
Music: sugababes- lost in u
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12:07 PM
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Friday, April 23, 2004
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will miss ya~
hey thr...
yeah~ todae was a crap dae for me man! no.1 so many lessons packed into a day. i'm surprised that i still have a brain. it shld've exploded somewhere between e 3lit lessons and hist tut. yup.. juz got my broadband.. yes its fast blah blah blah.. but it is giving me more pain den pleasure so far. dc so many times.. kaoz.. disrupt my mood and all. cock ah~
anyway, lin li is leaving for perth on sat. will so miss her tho i know i dun see her often now.. but still!!! my pri bestie lor.. and worsst thing is.. i can't send ehr off.. i have hist.. plus hist lect got smth new to cover hai~ sorry lin.. wish u a bon voyage, and happy nose bleeding in aussie.. man! i so envy u.. surrounded by lotsa gorg surf stuff.. i'm a sucker for them *hints*.. haha.. seeh ow la. if at e end of e yr, parets lemme travel with my frens to aussie, i'll look for u.. but hey.. compromise. no way i'll go to perth... meet a mel? hahahahaha... ya.. will def miss u gal! frens 4 eva ya...
loggin off
cheers..
elaine + snowy
you'll nv walk alone
Mood: blank
Music: blue- breathe easy
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2:58 AM
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Monday, April 19, 2004
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changi airport
hahah..
todae is so crazy! me and cher went to e airport. we were studying (duh!).. den cher was toking bout smth which reminded me of chad and javin!~ so i decided to msg chad saying: eh.. u not in airport stuying ah.. or smth like that. he called me soon after and i told him to get to cofeebean. they were at e staff canteen. i think i told them to come down to havoc~ and havoc we did. damn funny ah. toking and studying.. telling freaking funny joke. (to chad and jav: ORANGE!!!!!) haha.. shan't tell u all e joke. damn dirty! haha..
and we drive ppl crazy, up e wall. call ppl to take photo with e cam phone and all. making noise in coffee bean. and i jian jian go and take e sq tables, knowing that someone wanna sit thr. let them be in camelot (ROUND TABLE). HAHAHA..
yeah~ so much fun. i think my cheeks pain liao. all those smiling. crazee ah! haha.. and EVERYONE says javin is cute.. somehow i agree~ (to javin: STOP GLOATING OR I'LL BULLY U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) hahaha.. yeah~ fine la.. he is cute.. and he is my senior~ and coincidentally, he stay in e next block (when we found out we all died of laughter and shock!). and chad, which is gerald's fren stays 2 blks away from cher! wad e...?! hahaha.. damn funny la.. (to cher, chad and jav: yah la yah la. had a great time. next stop sentosa k?!)
will stop here
you'll nv laugh alone
elaine + snowy
Mood: cheerful
Music: jet- are u gna be my girl--> nice ma!!
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1:08 PM
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Sunday, April 18, 2004
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yoz!
alrite.. i admit. i've been in eunui for e past 2 weeks, time to get cracking.. but. efore that, slacking, slacking, slacking. oh and pardon this short, predictable mistake-full entry. i'm tired and i can't type properly.. damn slpy now!
went to sentosa juz now.. damn funny ah. at last i managed to tok to this guy call andy.. ( no no.. not skinny andy. thr is 2 andys).. yah. he is also working at sunset bay cafe. damn funny ah. think i rolled on e sandy beach a couple of times liao. my 1st impression is that he won't socialise with very crazy and crappy 16-17 yr olds.. i thought wrong. after e approx 4 or 5 meeting, we taled.. and he is more crappy and filled with nonsence.. as compared to me and cher.. believable? nope.
we were acting like long lost besties, taking pic la, conversing la, whacking la, ka chiewing la, complaining la, bullying la (victim: andy!), teasing la. etc. was pretty fun la. vert (or how ya spell his name) attempted to wipe his sweat at me! GROSS!!!!!!!! hai~ pretty fun la. am looking forward to next week. if u r thr, u'll puke u guts out at our convesation topic..
saw kk yest. offered to take bus 72 instead of 27 so can tok to him a lil.. haha.. didn't expect to see him thr. wen to exchange england pic yest.. am looking forward to my new addition of pics. all the grp shts! so nice!!!!!! yah!
i'll stop here la. handing going spas under me...
you'll nv walk alone
elaine + snowy
Mood: relaxed
Music: jet- are u gna be my girl
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2:02 PM
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Saturday, April 17, 2004
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2004.04.16 22.07
hes fucking using me aint it?
hes fucking using me aint it?.. my life is so fucking sad... 1 week ago, i met this damn cute guy online. then hes added to my IM list. then i have his mobile number. then we're texting each other like nobodys business. then we're meeting up practically everyday for the past week. and now with one thing, everything's fallen apart. undone. unravelled. and that thing.. well its nobody's fault. nobody wanted it to happen. at least not me or her..
maybe he'd wanted to meet her, to see how she looked like for himself. and so he's done it. and now hes become interested in her and using me to get close to her. darn fucking smart.
i feel so used. i feel so stupid, so thrashy, so disconcerted.. just so fucking used. and im like feeling a mixture of blah and agitation; its as if something's niggling at me from the inside.
never knew this would happen. never knew that he was this kind of person. ah.. well.. lets just say that looks can be fucking deceiving, and hes proven to me that hes god damn shallow. he doesnt know a single crap about her and hes bugging me for stuff about her, accusing me at times of bitching about her in front of him. fucking shit.. i tell him what he wants to know and hes doing this to me. obviously never even considered how i felt, or how i would feel. stupid thick numbskull.. goddamnit!
-anonymous-
Mood: used
Music: guy sebastian- angels brought me here
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1:09 PM
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Wednesday, April 07, 2004
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2004.04.06 15.16
hey ya people! i havent been in here for aeons i guess, so now im back, guilt-stricken. heh..school's really keeping me quite busy. theres stuff like homeowrk, waking up at 6.15, sleeping really late, not enough sleep, attire spot check, econs *gives a really sian face* and little little stuff like that. Anyways ive got my proper timetable, and its a 4-4-1-3-3 thing. As in monday & tuesday ends at 4pm, wednesdays at 1pm, thursday and friday ends at 3pm. luckily they arent killing us by making us stay till 5 everyday. pwwwhew..
anyways, nothing much's been happening in and around school. maybe except the fact that my civics group is a super ponner cg. its like we're damn untied, we eat together, laugh together, go toilet together and pon classes/school together. hah!! what more can i say man? we're such a bunch of slackers-cum-ponners man. oh well at least not me. theyre so gonna pon school tomorrow cos theres a bloody cultural quiz, but i, for one, am so not going to pon. reason being that i've got the darn cca selection to make. no idea if im gonna join rocmoc, netball, tennis, squash or track. oh yes, track!! Haha. i swear im only gonna do 100m or 200m. the rest can all go to hell. no way im gonna do hurdles or whatever. hah! oh, that said, im going to take my nap. so see ya peeps!~ oh by the way liverpool thrashed blackburn 4-0 *smiles gleefully*
Mood: devious
Music: hilary duff- so yesterday
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6:16 AM
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Sunday, April 04, 2004
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Sick! Sick! This isn't happening! *rob sneider's voice*
yeah~ i'm sick.. a lil under e weather.. hopefully, i'll get better asap. anyway.. yeah~ life is great (and very slpy)
i went to dee's sec sch charity concert. yeah~ urban Xchange was thr.. but we were all so bored, so we left to siglap to makan. We comprise of me, dee, ming, aud. sc and sj. think u all will be huh? haha.. basically sc and sj are J2s from my lit trip. very crazy guys.. haha.. and funny. we went to watch match afterwards. the food was *2 thumbs up*, but ex la!
Anyway, as i mentioned, i changed class. hai~ now i am in A202. haha 13 ppl only.. and 2 guys! Raphael (cool name eh?) and Samuel.. haha.. well, according to my sources, it states that our class got 3 scitzo(ok! how do u spell that?!) and 1 moron.. kinda true! i tok to my bear, amanda to her cow, and raphael to his wife(the guitar). i'm adapting pretty well! haha.. look forward to sch.. minus lessons of cos!
I still wished i was in England. i keep thinking back and imagine myself thr! Darn i am hooked by its beauty! And i miss e bonds formed thr. Kachiewing and toking. hai~
you'll nv walk alone
elaine + snowy
ps: abrupt ending eh.. haha.. tired liao~
Mood: sleepy
Music: atomic kitten- it's ok
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2:19 PM
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