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it's been at least 28 hrs since i last seen HIM.. no no.. i think i change him liao.. so from now onwards, when i sae HIM, i mean my new HIM.. not my old him... haha.. so u r gna ask me.. 'wad bout ur old him?!' all i can sae is.. it's been about 1mth plus. i still have no connection. i can only observe him from afar. i used to seek him wheneva i am in sch.... but now.. things changed. i guess i know it's pointless to carry on this charade. it will not work my way. wad a surprise huh? i juz realised smth a few daes ago and juz decided to admit it.. i stopped looking for him in the canteen.. anywhr. i juz stopped. so i guess in my heart i know it's impossible. my sub concsious muz have understood the futility of it. thus, once again dear 'audience', i have decided it's time to move on. there is simply NO point. my new life.. sch and such is taking so much of my time. i'm piled with work and more work.. i dun have time or the heart to think of him. the only time i feel bliss is when i am in sentosa. when i see the NEW HIM~.. i guess that is the giveaway to who this new him is.. at least to those who knows me well la~.
bottom line: move on! yup.. ain't sad by it. kinda used to it man. in sec sch, as my frens date one after another. there i am, always standing alone, always observing from afar. Ironicly, things have NOT changed. i'm still viewing from afar. man~. now i have decided. if i were to view, I SHALL VIEW SOMETHING THAT IS VERY GOOD FOR MY EYES! i'll FEAST! my eyecandies lor.
thus i am so happy now. and i am already missing HIM(newbie la~).. but it ain't a crush.. haha.. juz smth i love to buaya.. hahahahahhahaha... surprise eh?
you'll nv buaya alone...
elaine + snowy
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