Saturday, February 28, 2004
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shit shit shit
shit shit shit. ITS HERE!!! oh gawd! the day we've all been dreading is HERE, ans in another 13 hours and 15 bloody minutes we're all gonna be slaughtered. BIG time.
Im supposed to be sleeping so i can wake up at 3.30 to watch the lfc v levski sofia match and i cant sleep!! all because of IT! i dont wanna see IT, but shite. i just have to see IT and contemplate if i want to go to hell straightaway or be killed by my parents. Arrrgh. I, for one, am not the kind to get sweaty palms and lose sleep over things. But now its different!!! oh gawd... shall attempt to get some sleep now.. pray for me peeps~
swalk,
casillas
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3:14 AM
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OH MY GAWD!!!!!!!
ARRRRGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!
i am freaking stressed... this is it. my future.. the key, the next step. i am in pain. torment. this is killing me. it is not suppose to be this early!!!!!!!!!! i ain't suppose to hyperventilate now. afew hrs too early. i planned to hyperventilate in bout 2 1/2 hrs time. this is a tad too soon!!!
Goosssshhhhh!!! Pray for me alrite...
Suffering
elaine + snowy
PS: i'm toking about the O levels btw...
Current Mood: worried
Current Music: good charlotte-hold on
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3:09 AM
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Wednesday, February 25, 2004
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short update :D
hiyah! Ah ha! what's happening in my life now? frankly, i dun know. the daes are passing quickly, as fast as the snap of a fing. Maybe its cos of JC life. It tends to fill one's daes/evenings to the brim.. nites.. haha.. filled with tutorials.. entertaining.. but its ok i guess. i've been piled with work and more work dued this week. My god. my homework is spinning outta control. I have approx 5essays to hand up this week.. or more precisely, this week wed (tmr). 1gp, 3lit, 1 econs.. nice. the Gp and utopian is so diff. maybe cos it is v. philosophical (of sorts) and totally diff from wad ppl are going thru now.
Man~ results are coming soon. i'm quaking in my boots (the point tt i am barefooted now does NOT matter).. i hope i can remain in MJC. hopefully, my Os are not screwed up. Darn! shan't think of it.. got 1 more essay to complete (and on top of it, 2 compre, both eng and chi.. nice! and one chi summary *gasp*)...
my 2 frens have left SG. Nina and Lin~ man.. Nina is nt coming back (will miss u gal!) she is in the states.. jealous? Lin is in England.. grrr... now i AM jealous. but she is coming back. She went thr for her entrance exams (gd luck gal!) and coming back soon after? i think.. and after june, she will leave for her sch in Uk.. that is if she makes it (Hope u do ;)) yeah
and counting down the daes to london trip.. Shiok..
guess i'll stop here. i did sae short rite?
you'll nv walk alone...
elaine + snowy
Current Mood: highly stressed
Current Music: navaras- matrix revolution OST
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1:03 PM
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Monday, February 23, 2004
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sentosa with out 2 eye candies!!!
man! went to sentosa yest. not bad la. quite hot.. but not the worst i kena. anyway, it was without many of it regulars.. eg, edwin, jeff, pornstar. i still see bruiser. he was wearing the same pants.. i think.. same colour one... man.. i saw a jeff wannabe! say yucks man! *gags* than i oso spotted some guy. lol~ okok.. lemme elaborate. some guy who i saw in sentosa last last week. yeah aka T4.. the guy who 'bu yao lian' go and tie his kayak against mine. the one that ask mario for permission to bully me and clare. that young one! haha.. y i sae young, cos he is younger than me..... i think.. unless he is in sec 5. he told me he is in sec sch la.. so i oso dunno. hahahaha
i attempted to play v.ball.. impossible! the sand really burnt my feet. i dig 3 times den give out. the sand was scorching. even standing in the water for a min b4 playing did not help.. Owww...
Ate delifrance for lunch. didn't like the seafood chowder thing tho.. eek!.. had to steal some of cheryl's chicken to make it appetizing enuf for me to eat. u get my point. juz a personal preference tho. i did like the palmiers(is tt how u spell it?) well. it is shaped in a pretzel.. leaner tho.. lol~ man! i have to go to sentosa nxt week.. regardless of class outing or not. phy ask me go SSB too... hope i can show her all the hotties...
Drooling
elaine + snowy
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: christina A- beautiful..
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3:42 AM
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Sunday, February 22, 2004
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i am soooo bloody fucking pissed with portsmouth. yea liverpool lost to portsmouth; i dont think its a big deal that we lost to them. what i think is a bloody big deal is that michael owen took the penalty instead of danny murphy!!!
and portsmouth are being their usual arrogant selves already, having made stupid lame comments that piss me off big time. And shaka hislop(stupid name), the so called bloody unlikely hero for pompey(stupider name) had to say something lame like 'if you have to make a good save, do it on your birthday' AWWW COME ON!!! he's like 35 bloody years old and he cant act mature enough. Which, i think, takes me to the reason why he's playing for such a club. How come, how come pompey (stupid name) didnt make such comments before the match? definitely its because they didnt think they would be a bunch of lucky bastards to win. But surely, as harry redknapp is the damn manager of the team, he should be confident of his pompey (stupid name) but.. oh well... no use talking about that bloody old fogey(be grateful i didnt say old fucker) who only knows how to make snide remarks.
im not being sore, but seriously the lfc players definitely lacked conviction and they couldnt bloody penetrate the pompey(stupid name) defence. And, and if pompey (stupid name) was that good then they'd be top of the premiership already, so!?!?! That only shows the damn old f***** that he was only lucky yesterday and he should count his blessings that owen missed the damn penalty and not give him a heart attack out of rage and frustration. So now i hope that arsenal'd beat them flat, ie 10-0 or something.. tho i aint a fan of arsenal (i only like fredrik ljungberg esp after he appeared for the ck underwear ad..) hahaha..
so there.. to all pompey (stupid name) fans out there, kiss my ass!!
and to all beloved lfc fans, hang in there and we'll never walk alone. we'll kick that old f*****'s ass when they visit anfield soon. =D
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4:12 PM
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Saturday, February 21, 2004
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oh babeh!! havent been writing in for looooong. aint my fault that i forgot. Hahaha. nah didnt really forget but shite, i just had nothing to write!!
yep.. hmm what can i say? im in love with ryan seacrest from AI? hahaha yeah you bet i am, but hey i still like my darling baby iker (casillas) more. :D OK.. am going to sentosa tomorrow. i am so going to kayak.. Yay woooooohoooooooooo!!
Seriously i've got nothing uch to say these days, unless you want me to complain of boredom and fatness. Ah then thats different. For that i can complain for hours and hours on end without stopping. Heheh... Ok im about done here... ummm maybe tomorrow when im back from my island life thingy then i can report more. That is, when i see a certain hot bod..
SWALK
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: bee gees- sacred trust
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2:53 PM
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EATING AIR
ok.. i am back(from a v.much deserved break....NOT!) sorry la. i was lazy to type lotsa words. and was pretty cranky... hmmmm.. wad's going on now? Nothing much actually. everything has settled into a routine.. as in my JC life. is it boring? not really.. juz v.tedious and mentally exhausted. esp on thurs where my time table is packed to the brim. i've got lotsa assignments to hand up! i've got 4 essays (and' i have'nt lifted a finger) i've been slacking. i didn't have any assignments to hand up these pass few daes, but i did not do anything. Juz didn't feel like doing ANYTHING.
ok.. something to spice up my ultra packed routine' like timetable.. i'm going to sentosa tmr!!!! *cheers madly* man! i miss that place. the sun, sand, sea, boys etc.. need not go on. trust me.. you would not want me to elaborate further.
2ndly, yeah.. i'm counting down the daes to literary trip. wahahaha.. less than 1 more mth.. everything is paid(i think!) hopefully my parents will be generous enuf to fill me with the dough.. in pounds!!!!
3rdly... the game angel and mortal is up. sheesh! i told u that my mortal is my angel! hahaha.. yeah well... at least he is a great mortal/angel.. hehehehe.. shld start a new game man.. *ponders interllectually*... *ahem* i AM smart.
oh yeah.. and wad 'interesting' thing has been going on to my rather dull life of late. well, for lit, irving showed us a local production 'eating air'---> translate in hokkien "jia hong' and in chi 'chi fong' surprisingly it's funny. really captures the eunui of teenager is singapore.. i mean some teenagers la~ and it is damn funny. i practically rolled on the floor laughing. so thus, i bought the vcd and is irritating poor individuals who is quite stuck to me.. hmmmmm.... guess i'll stop here...
eating air
elaine + snowy
Current Mood: full
Current Music: evanescence-going under
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1:30 PM
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Monday, February 16, 2004
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Ah.. finally after so long im back.
Now half time at Highbury, FA cup clash between ARSEnal and chelsea. Hmmm im definitely banking on chelsea to win. Actually score now is 1-0 to chelsea already, with adrian mutu scoring. From pretty close range. Wtg adrian!! Heh plenty to say about the 2 teams' players, with the match being a bookings gallore (6 yellow cards so far in 47 minutes):
Carlo cudicini: HOT stuff!! He bloody well resembles keagan kang, seriously. He's got the smouldering goooooood looks and he's certainly got me hooked on him. Good on me that he divorced his wife 2 months back.
Scott Parker: second HOT stuff on the pitch, i would say. He's got the intelligent look about him, no idea why but thats the impression he gives to me. AND i hope he makes the cut in the england team for the coming matches. Loads of eye candy to look at, if he was present. Poor guy always tries to intercede for his team mates with the reff but instead gets a nice shove, wich bottom line meant 'get lost'. Awwww..
Joe Cole: At first sight you'd think he was justin timberlake's twin brother. Seriously. Gross. No i mean the timberlake boy. This one's slightly better than timberlake. =D Hes on subs bench.
Jimmy Floyd Hasselbaink: Gosh. the nose. the nose. its BIG!! kinda like a mutated strawberry. Hahahaha. eew gross i shouldn't have said that. Now i've lost my appetite for the strawberry sorbet im eating. sod it.
Adrian mutu: god.. he's not bad looking, but too bad he's a wife beater. And his infidelity is such that he's had an affair while his ex wife is preggie!!! oh gawd...
Frank lampard (flp): elaine's favourite, such that he'll soon become a chelsea surpporter. But gosh to me, he looks like a damn split image of bly band blue's lee. I aint kidding. So therefore, between elaine and i, he's earned himself the nickname 'guilty' (named after the song by blue)
Mario Melchiot: One look at his corn rowed hair grosses me out. BIG time. It's like he corn rowed it then tied it into a pony tail. Yuck. God knows how frequentl;y he washes it. Hmm maybe never... /pukes/ And the name,/i>!!! Maybe his parents were big fans of nitendo's super mario. And who knows maybe he's got a brother named Luigi too.. :D
John terry: brother of Yeovill player, whasshisname terry. HAH! but anyway, this guy strikes me as having silky spiky hair. Much like babies' hair.. Quite nice, i must say..
Fredrik Ljungberg: HOT!! Injured by the way.. Just look at the calvin klein underwear ad and you'll swoon. The size of his ahem is definitely over whelming. Hey i aint being dirty here ok. It just suddenly got to me. He's on my comp's wallpaper... *ahem ahem*
Kolo Toure: 'Whats happenin' angels?" yea bebeh.. A splitting image of bosley, aka bernie mac from charlies angels 2. Dont believe you just look at him!!!
Thiery Henry: pronounced as 'tier-ree on-ray' Sure, definitely french. But his skull shape!!!!! like an alien from 'species'. Or maybe he was born as half of a conjoined twin. no offence there bebeh..
Jens lehmann: German bloke with curly hair. Nothing much to say, just that i think hes lousy.
Jose Antonio Reyes: OK, last one, i promise. He's a flop. Scored a fantastic own goal that made me balk with laughter. Hahahahahahahahahaha. Yea you get the idea dont you? Totally ok. he's like 19 and he bloody looks OLD, hmm maybe say 28. Serious. He could do with some shaving and braces.
Yep thats all babes, gotta ciaoz. 2nd half starting..
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1:20 PM
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Sunday, February 15, 2004
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i feel so cheated!
darn darn darn.. ain't delivering flowers todae.. was outplayed by my stepdad.. now.. i am at home.. hai~ can't go to my dearly beloved SSB(sunset bay).. Sentosa.. which oso means that i can't go see if he is there... if he is not thr.. i think he might have a gf.. if he is thr.. well now~
but i can't go at all! kinda sad man. got half a mind to ask jas... so i am staying at hm todae.. like a loser.. i can't go to sentosa, i nv go out.. and even if i do. i am wihput money... interesting way to kill one's v.dae spirit. but i guess it was ok. my frens were ALL so sweet. i got roses from mae and marilyn.. and chocos and a lil note from ra(who came in 4th).. she rock man..
so i am like slacking at home.. staring at the bear.. maybe i shld go out later.. get a latte and chat with my cousin.. in fact. i think i'll call her now to cheer me up.. yah!
i'll nv walk alone
elaine + snowy
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: blue- you make me wanna
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8:08 AM
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Thursday, February 12, 2004
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oh yay!! im doing cookies and baby sitting at the same time. dont know which i should pay more attention to- the cookies or the kid. Oh well... Nevermind i'm gonna be let off early today adn im bloody looking forward to it. Kenz and moma are baking the cookies, while im happy typing this in the room.
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3:40 AM
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Tuesday, February 10, 2004
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the lonliest of hearts, the desperation of souls... ahhhhh cry me a
river man. Valentines is around the corner, walk round and you'll see it. OK blast it. Its my 17th year running whereby im bloody single on valentines day. Ass.
As chris has it, 'Valentines day is a day where amerikans create it to make money'. Well, yeah i definitely could tell he said it only to comfort the both of us (we're single). But what can i say? When we're both attached then suddenly it becomes a different story already.
As i already said, im bloody dateless that day, not to mention single. Frankly, im not desperate to get a boyf of sorts, but sometimes the lonely part of you takes over and says 'hey. im loney. hurry up and get a boyf!!' Then you start feeling all depressed (not really) and jiwang (sentimental(?)) Yeah, whatever. My brother's making roses for his girlf (i had to teach him how to do it), my parents have each other, sis is trying to get over her lonliness by studying till she dies and myself... Well im just sitting around bumming around on that day i guess. Doubt anyone's gonna be at home, doubt anyone's gonna give a damn about me; they're all gonna be out having fun/spending time with their significant half while im gonna listen to some sad/heartbreaking music and just practically die at home. Thats a not bad idea.. Then maybe when im hungry i'll get mac donalds to deliver it to my home then when i open the door i'd see a handsome delivery boy and just fall for him. Sounds cool. Only in my dreams, that is. Anyway, gotta go.
Sadly,
Casillas
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: jason mraz- you and i both
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2:44 PM
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its been a boring day. babysitting is so not fun.sometimes i wonder how do babies stand their oh so boring life, whith people cooing and make gurgling noises at them. Gosh.. and their poo... oh ok i dont want to go into that. gross.
Hmm sometimes i must question my morals; what im doing is it right or not. Must delve into the depths of my heart (and or mind) to pursue the answer. Ok, i dont know what im talking about, guess im trying to sound philosophical. Have been getting an on-off break cos the baby kept waking up just to cry. Shit. this is so going to gve me a migrane. Luckily its for only a few days. wooh!! But then again, a few more days !?!?! Goodness gracias. Think im gonna get nightmares about the baby for the next few nights. Bleah..
Im so tired now that i could cry/die. oh gosh oh gosh oh gosh... i hope i can go to sentosa and just die there on saturday. But then again, saturday is valentine's day. Shit. Im single, i have no date and... arrrgh this day sucks man.. Quoting rob schneider aka jessica in the 'hot chick', 'this is by far the worse day of my life!!' sobs. am single, have no date, have no life. am single, have no date, have no life. am single, have no date, have no life.....
You and I Both- Jason Mraz
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
What you and I spoke of
Others only dream of the love that I love
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Now you and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of
And it's okay if you have go away
just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang
you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of words.
ps: am in LOVE!!!!!!! with ryan seacrest and josh whasshisname (duhamel--> what a name)
Sulking away,
Cher Casillas
Current Mood: depressed: no DATE for vday!!
Current Music: jason mraz- you and i both (am in love with the song)
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8:39 AM
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Monday, February 09, 2004
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hiyah again
it's been at least 28 hrs since i last seen HIM.. no no.. i think i change him liao.. so from now onwards, when i sae HIM, i mean my new HIM.. not my old him... haha.. so u r gna ask me.. 'wad bout ur old him?!' all i can sae is.. it's been about 1mth plus. i still have no connection. i can only observe him from afar. i used to seek him wheneva i am in sch.... but now.. things changed. i guess i know it's pointless to carry on this charade. it will not work my way. wad a surprise huh? i juz realised smth a few daes ago and juz decided to admit it.. i stopped looking for him in the canteen.. anywhr. i juz stopped. so i guess in my heart i know it's impossible. my sub concsious muz have understood the futility of it. thus, once again dear 'audience', i have decided it's time to move on. there is simply NO point. my new life.. sch and such is taking so much of my time. i'm piled with work and more work.. i dun have time or the heart to think of him. the only time i feel bliss is when i am in sentosa. when i see the NEW HIM~.. i guess that is the giveaway to who this new him is.. at least to those who knows me well la~.
bottom line: move on! yup.. ain't sad by it. kinda used to it man. in sec sch, as my frens date one after another. there i am, always standing alone, always observing from afar. Ironicly, things have NOT changed. i'm still viewing from afar. man~. now i have decided. if i were to view, I SHALL VIEW SOMETHING THAT IS VERY GOOD FOR MY EYES! i'll FEAST! my eyecandies lor.
thus i am so happy now. and i am already missing HIM(newbie la~).. but it ain't a crush.. haha.. juz smth i love to buaya.. hahahahahhahaha... surprise eh?
you'll nv buaya alone...
elaine + snowy
Current Mood: flirty
Current Music: jason mraz- you and i both (cheryl, point taken!)
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2:28 PM
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This sucks. Its yet again the boringest day of my life. I need to get out of the damn house!! Facing the deutsche book is so killing me. Cant wait to go out on mais birthday with the girlies, but then again sher might not be able to make it. The last time i actually really got out of the house was on tuesday with mai. And then that time i was dead broke. Now i still am. Sher just asked if us girlies would be free to go out tomorrow but damn.. i need to babysit and cant possibly turn my aunt down, for the second time this week. So.. well sod it.. Mai and Sher are so gonna have fun at the theme park while i'll be sulking around babysitting and then make up to the girlies another day when im about done with the kid. =( Well i hope we all can make it this friday (mai's bday) tho..
Anyway, yeah ive got the lyrics of a very sweet song.. its a song written to make lonely singles like me get oh so jealous about the unfaithful girl cos shes got such a nice guy who says its okay even tho shes hurt him bad.. Ahhh the swetness of some guys is killing me.. This song sooo makes me want to get a nice boyf and just bask in the sweetness oozing out from his every pore, but well, no such luck for me. Not ever... sigh..
You and I Both- Jason Mraz
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
What you and I spoke of
Others only dream of the love that I love
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Now you and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of
And it's okay if you have go away
just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang
you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of words.
Yep.. i guess thats about it.. sigh..
SWALK,
Casillas
Current Mood: blue
Current Music: jason mraz- you and i both
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7:49 AM
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Sunday, February 08, 2004
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ah ha! Castor outing
yeap... it was a MAJOR disappointment. those who were suppose to go, all nv go.. wad e....? yes.. they were suppose to go.. all of them. den again, our castor 2 is the worst castor. who came? me(duh!), clare, shirlene(yan), Florence(Ra), Capri, Mario(cheekian) and Kevin (pakkin).. yah.. only met celest and her fren for lunch...
it was quite fun even tho there was a low response. we went kayaking. was fun.. we tied all our boat together and the rest went swimming. Shirlene had to happily tell me tt her uncle who used to work in sentosa spotted a croc(2yrs back!!!) and he quit the job.. wad e..? yikes yikes yikes! that is y ididn't go swimming. scary man~. den we tied the boats.. ain't suppose to kayak til the boundary.. but the current brought me to there.. over the boundary whr the water is v choppy as it dun have the breakwaters! was so scary man!!!!! tho we had life jackets.. some crazy ppl... ok la.. not crazy.. sec sch ppl extra kachiew me and clare. thick skin-ly tied their boats with us and splash water!!!!!!! kaoz.. dun they know contacts and salt water dun go hand in hand????
all the eye candy was thr. i only tok to jeff.. haha.. i waved to him and he waved back and smile.. sort of la.. den i complain to him cos he nv teach me v.ball.. he still had the cheek to sae 'ya hor'... after that, on the way back, near harbour front mrt, i saw him.. we boarded the same bus.. and i didn't know. clare untie her v.unique thick hair.. and jeff turn around twice. she told us: see my hair so unique tt ppl turn arnd twice. she was thinking either it was her hair or he is my fren.. tt is when i saw him.. i said: wah.. go home so early ah? he said yah.. den we conversed for 1min.. yeah.. record.. he on the way home mah.. den he ask i wad sch.. said MJC.. ask him but he nv reply(or nv hear.. so i'll pester him to tell me next time i see him).. den he said i am v.tan.. i prceed to compare tans with him.. he is slightly tanner than me.. hee.. yeah well.. u get the idea of my obvious happiness...
dying of happiness
elaine + snowy
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: carlos santana feat rob thomas- smooth
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12:40 PM
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Thursday, February 05, 2004
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sorry to all arsenal fans.. no offence here ;)
hahahahaha.. this is so funny!!! 1stly... i'm laughing cos arsenal lost to boro la... 2-1. and hey soccer peeps.. heard bout reyes? yes. he is tt new dude the arsenal bought. the 18/19 yr old one(tho he look 26). the one they bought for some million pounds yes well. anyway, wenger decided to put him in the game this morn for the carling cup. and he scored such a brilliant goal.. i mean, wad a debut.. head start for his long career. bet every fan and non arsenal fan(like me.. duh!)will remember him now for that great goal. ask me y.. pls pls pls.. ok.. i know u muz be thinking how awesome it is.. but guys.. gotta break it to u. it was an OWN GOAL!! lol~ joke ah joke. he help the club lose. nice.. and well, of cos, they are out of the carling cup den*sniggers*. aresnal fans, try not to bash me up in sch tmr morn...
yeah well.. besides it, todae was relatively ok(one of the beta ones actually). GP was great cos 99% did their work. irving wasn't angry :D. next we had PE. freak ah... 3km leh! think cute.. den i was so tempted to bathe during recess.. but i nv bring my shower kit. so i stank thruout. sorry peeps sitting near to me. den my angel gave me some cookies.. yum! hee.. ok, bet my face was red(as always after a jog). nvm tt. i am sad to sae i fell aslp during chi sorry mr liang. i was simply exhausted. well.. i only slept for 5mins.. so bugger it! lit was v.fun. Ms kalidas is sooooo cool. she played the romeo and juliet soundtrack in the background with the power point lecture. how cool is tt. heard great music.. she said to give us a taste of modern shakespeare. hmm.. was a great taste btw. and she shoed us 10mins of the video.. yeah! cool eh. only catch a glimpse of leo.. not tt i think he is woah or wad. but to me, he looks gd in r and j as well as titanic (rose, rose~).
yeah well... had volleyball training aft tt. was such a hot dae. i felt like a water cooler. was drinkin non stop(and sweating). yeah.. got a few bruises.. so reach home at late 7.. and now typing this.. which means i gotta go. got an econs essay test tmr(proof of a hectic.killer jc life..)
you'll nv walk alone
elaine + snowy
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: five for fighting-superman (great song yeah?!)
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1:31 PM
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Wednesday, February 04, 2004
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Right. Finally back after being away for so darn long. Aint my fault.. Im busy. Ok fine, at least i was busy. Not my fault that i got hooked up (in the loosest meaning possible ok!) with chris for the past couple of days.. Well he was my entertainer while i was bored and at home for the past week. Tho its kinda irritating to always be calculating whats 7 hours back from singapur's time, i get entertainment for about 9 hours per day. Hmmm not bad not bad... =)
He's a real nice guy.. NOT gut looking but not bad looking either. In short, average, but NOT the low average kind. More of the high average type if he makes an effort to do his hair spiky. =D sorry chris!! but i did tell you before!!! Yeah.. anyway ive been up to nothing this past week, that is if you exclude sitting infront of the computer icqing a german bloke and playing icq's sumo volleyball and checkers with him. But i do enjoy playing with him tho. Cause he always lets me win. Sometimes. And he teaches me german!!!!! Now he's going back home to hannover to visit 'mommy and daddy' (as he puts it) from today till 24th FEBRUAR!!!!!! So long!!! He'll be online from time to time, which means if im lucky i get to kachiao the ass out of him, squeeze a couple of answers to some deutsche grammar/vocab questions and perhaps play a couple of vball matches with him but other than that, im on my own.
Aw man that so totally sucks!! I mean, i'll not be entertained for quite awhile, what with wy and all busy with their own stuff. Bleahz.......... And learning deutsche!! Its like going back to school again, minus the tests,grades and homework tho. Deutsche is so bloooooooody confusing that i can just die!
Okay enough of that.... Yesterday i went with wy to die flughafen (the airport) to study; she was doing her tutorials while i was getting my deutsche grammar/pronunciations/vocab right. Kamarul (kmr) and man werent there.. boring... anyway as i was trying to drill some deutsche stuff into my head, this middle aged angmoh couple came and sat down at a table opposite us. The woman was damn idiotic man! and so was her husband.!! (birds of the same feather flock together. hahaha) She was trying to peep at my deutsche notes and happily reading ALOUD what i was trying to learn. NB!! I was kinda irritated so i put the paper down so she couldnt peep. She still had to cheek so say 'oooooh" when i put the paper down and she could read. And then the man was happily looking over at what were doing. Such prying eyes!!
today i went out with mai to ps for a movie (last samurai), then walked to heeren to take a couple of neocards and kitschy kitschy pics. It was soooo funny man!! What with me predicting the scenes and associating most of the last samurai charackters with the lotr's charackters(ie legolas, aragorn etc). Then half the time we were making fun of tom curise and his co stars especially bob.. Hehe.. (eh... wah mai... katsumoto add him to friendster know.../eh! taka block and delete him!!/ah ok good. taka finally add him back. with testimonials somemore know!/wah... bob must be one of the ah peks they pick from the coffeeshop downstairs la..) I happily persuaded mai to bring her star wars light saber along, which she promptly did. Good. (it was retractable, you see..) Then we were being such idiotic asses and posing as jedi knights in our neocards... =D cool what.... Hahaha.... Afterwhich we went to taka and saw sharifah and hisham in the lingerie department and so went over and said hi. or at least sharifah and hisham came over to say hi. Blah blah blah, fastforwrd, fastforward.... went to kinokuniya to get my deutsche materials and then this guy suddenly came up and talked to me about german stuff. and i didnt even know him!!! After useless banter, we were off to far east to get a beautiiiiful pin for mais tudung.. then got earrings as well. so coool! one side is purple and the other is baby blue. Ok fine. we exchanged with each other. Finally, finally we went to the esplanade and river hong bao (what a stupid name) to take pics. We each brought our own digi cams and were happily snapping away, posing as jedi knights once again, pretending to be dead with the light saber stuck/retracted into various parts of our bodies, hugging/pinching/chikit-ing bronze statues, lying by the fountain etc... It was sooooo goddamn funny i could die!! Bet people were thinking how come these 2 girls were holding this long blue thingy. Luckily we managed to pass it off as a torchlight. HAHAHA what a fab idea!! oh alright. i'll stop here..... gotta learn my deutsch already... bis nacht!!!
ps: e pics can be viewed at http://photos.yahoo.com/cher_punkdchic
SWALK,
Casillas
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: jason mraz- you and i both (im in love with song!)
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jc life is stressful... no kiddin'
yes yes.. it is v.stressful. i come to realise it within these few daes. gone with the orientation, gone with introduction of subjects. the real shit is coming. and it's still at the very basic level. kinda makes me think if i am a jc material person. so far i've been doing essays, essays, essays and essays.. yes. hist is starting to get diff.. and i'm only at the readings! the essay is diif to comprehende.. so is writing it out come to think of it. lit is still ok. juz dun really get them on methaphors... huh? rhyme was alrite. rhythem on e other hand.. darn~.
so apart from tt... ao maths tutorials.. sux big time(tho i didn't do a thing). econs was pretty ok.. had to do some essays and they are bombarding us with test. i have an essay test coming up on thurs. darn it!
and the worst thing is, it's e beginning.. the 1st 3 mths... really actual tutorials have not arrive(guarenteed tougher), project work(sents shiver down my spine). actual hard core CCA, not yet really start. it's official. JC will affect my oh so gorgeous social life. i'm, already stressing... i dun really have a choise, gotta stick to JC. ain't cut out for poly. not at all.
may god save me
elaine + snowy
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: nickelback-someday(has no relevance to my mood)
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Tuesday, February 03, 2004
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sobz
oh man~ i'm heart broken... lampard.. how could he do tt... kaoz.... read this peeps:
LONDON - Nowadays, it seems hardly a week goes by without a footballer being
featured in the tabloids for their off-pitch exploits.
Invariably, it appears those exploits are of the sexual nature.
And yesterday, it proved no different, with The News of the World blaring that
English model Jordan, who makes headlines as owner of thrice-enhanced silicone
breasts, had an affair with a Premiership star.
Jordan, a participant in the British reality television programme, a
Survivor-type series called 'I'm a Celebrity...Get Me Out of Here', revealed all
in an unguarded off-camera moment.
The tabloid reported that she had an affair with England and Chelsea star Frank
Lampard.
Details of their steamy fling were supposed to be kept strictly under wraps
until Jordan, who had an affair with ex-Manchester United striker Dwight Yorke
and gave birth to their son two years ago, publishes her autobiography in May.
But, as the celebrities on the show were talking after going off the air,
Jordan whispered to fellow-participant and former Liverpool player Neil Ruddock.
Jordan hinted her book held a surprise for someone Ruddock knows very well.
Then, away from the camera and with the sound cut, she gave him a few more
clues, pointing out that he was a good-looking Chelsea and England player.
And finally she revealed the identity of that player.
An insider on the programme said: 'Jordan broke her secret in whispers. She was
winding Ruddock up and loves to tease.'
The model's agent Dave Read refused to confirm Lampard's identity, saying only:
'You'll just have to wait for the book. It's going to be dynamite.'
The revelations will come as a shock to the 25-year-old Lampard who, although
single at that time, is now engaged.
The tabloid quoted Jordan's friend as saying the affair was strictly lustful.
She said: 'It was a red-hot affair and all about one thing...sex. There was an
instant chemistry between them.
'Jordan was well up for a relationship but Frank wanted to keep it casual. She
got angry about the way that he ended it and that's why he's in the book.
'She's using the book to score points off all the fellows she feels have
stitched her up.
'Frank didn't do anything wrong, though he was young, free and just having
fun.'
Jordan's real name is Katie Price. She rose to fame in Britain after posing for
The Sun in Page 3, where models pose topless.
Born in Sussex 26 years ago, she changed her name to Jordan after appearing in
The Sun.
She seems to have a penchant for footballers. Apart from Yorke, she has also
admitted to a dalliance with ex-England international Teddy Sheringham.
IP Address:220.255.63.224
great way to break my heart man. JORDAN IS A SLUT! IT'S OFFICIAL... she is a whore(in my opinion). sorry peeps who juz got offended.. eewww... gross.. hai~
you'll nv walk alone
elaine + snowy(tho the bear dun give a shit)
Current Mood: heartbroken+pissed!!!!
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Sunday, February 01, 2004
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liverpool vs everton, halftime
man.. it's only the half time and i have so much to sae. refree kayu! haha.. ok, to both liverpool and everton.. not tt i'm not happy against his kayu-ness of everton. but, he is rather unobservent/oblivious in this game.
le tallec is playing, and even tho he is rather hardworking, participating earnestly, he wasn't able to score a few times. the ball went way off, which kinda make me think: wasted ah.... den hyypia almost landed us in hot soup.... other than tt. an everton arse dare to put his greaely paws round hyypia. i think it's either ferguson or graveson.. ain't sure which 'son' was it. damn it man. hyypia fell and i was sceaming the house down for a penalty. darn shit man refree!!!! (curses a blue streak) ahem* pardon my lang and foul temper. really want liverpool to win la... and darn it... rather exciting game... and lotsa fouls so far. rooney the traitor and one of the 'son', ferguson, almost scored. i'd start to hail dudek man.. he made many wonderfully gorgeous save.. 3 cheers for the goalie man.. as for everton's goalie, well, yah.. lotsa great save ( tho he can't be compared to dude dudek). kinda obvious as no one scored for any sides yet. darn!
KAN CHIONG
elaine + snowy
Current Mood: anxious
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i shall be happy... smile
hmm.. i've decided.. i shall so pray hard tt they post me in castor aft 1st 3mths... or i'll prob land in another bouts of depression. went out juz now and stuff my face with marche, crepes and kopi bean. kamarul ain't there.. neither was man.. hmm... whr is everybody?!. no one go with me to sentosa(island life)... damn.. i miss playing volley in e beach.. i miss jeff, edwin, jas, bryan, andy.. haha.. everyone la.. even porn star.. no kidding...
in sch, PE was crazy. it was set to cripple the students.. running 2++++km... man! okok.. i know i usually run 4.8, but still.. i juz dun like jogging la.. so sorry bout tt.. rather blade and volley.. now is i muz fin ppl go to the gym with me tmr... any offers? hmm.. so now, here i am bidding mytime waiting for e match..
darn.. really need to do my work.. am such a slacker.. as usual la... wad's new man.. at the mean time, shall go find stuff to entertain me..... and i need to go spend $... hey.. i remembered. i bought my precious jsy.. it is gorgeous. i printed stevie g's name.. couldn't print either le tallec or fin cos.......... well, they were not there yet.. was an old jsy la... so, had to print stevie.. hmm.. so gorgeous man!!!!
you'll nv walk/shop alone
elaine + snowy
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: matchbox20-unwell
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ok am back. after so long.. i've finally been able to LOG IN and input my bloody entry. Nothing's up these few days, but hey!! surprise surprise!! HE im-ed me!! Haha what a JOKE!! ok fine, anyway, im as usual, bored. whats new? Am going shopping on monday. Need a break from cleaning e house n preparing for my so-called family party. my arse they just want to come to my house and eat all e nice stuff, thinking that we're stupid enough to leave those expensive vodkas and durian puffs on the table for them to eat. In their dreams. We happily kept all e good goodies and left those horrible left-from-christmas chocolates for them to eat. =) Ok it is true. Partially.
Shan't dwell on that. Anyway ive made a new friend while playing icq's sumo wrestling. he's called christian and he apparently gives me the impression that he's cute. He's german,20, good at chemistry and works as a fire fighter. Ok BEST!! shall dismiss the thought. =D gotta ciaoz..
SWALK,
Casillas
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: MDO- Just a little piece of heaven
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