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Hmmm was in deep thought just now. Realised that i will add another resolution to my list. And that is to make an impact on others. I mean, i realise that people will remember you if you actually make an impact on them. Maybe not double whammy impact kind, but more of like being super friendly or the really humorous kind. Imagine this scenario: You meet these couple of cute guys at a bbq. You guys talk and joke around, but after the bbq you dont contact each other. Then say about a year later you meet them again. Chances are that they probably wont remember you at all. So obviously in this case they have made an impact on you (maybe its their cuteness or whatever) thats why you remember them, and the reason why they dont remember you its cause you havent made a strong impact on them, so taaa daaa... My other resolution for 2004.
Okay back to business (of airing my grouses). I'm sooooooooooooo bored!!!! Need to find something to do. Actually one of my resolutions is to find a darn job but what the hell. i'm too lazy to wake up at bloody 6am to go to work so here i am airing my grouses. Hah.
Btw, wanna go to germany to watch bayern munich vs real madrid on 24th feb. Its a 6 day tour from 21st-27th feb, i get to meet bayern players and see my husband iker casillas plus im sponsored a full $2200 but my parents wont allow me to goooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!! Freak it man. Sigh~ Life aint fair..............................
/sudden change of mood/ hey i like this song.. such a nice song by daniel bedingfield. it goes like this:-
Girlfriend
Girlfriend, you make my heart start spinning around
And all i can ever hear is the sound of your heart beating in my ear
Girlfriend, this boy has found another reason to sing
And you remind me of everything that i hold dear in my heart
And im feeling elevated lifted to my highest dream
My whole world's revolving in circles round your heart
You gotta be the one for me or else life makes no sense
So wrap your arms around me and kiss me till im dead, yeahhh girlfriend
Girlfriend, a girl like you would take an army to find
How glad i am when you said you would be mine
Standing there in the cold dark night
Girlfriend, let me take you to the fields of the sun
How much it means to me that you are the one that i hold here in my arms
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Awwwwww.. this song is sooooooooo sweet. And theres another 2 more. Bloody hell. The songs are so nice and yet they remind me of HIM.
Crazy For This Girl
She rolls the window down
And she
Talks over the sound
Of the cars that pass us by
And I don't know why
But she's changed my mind
Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl
She was the one to hold me
The night
The sky fell down
And what was I thinking when
The world didn't end
Why didn't I know what I know now
Right now
Face to face
All my fears
Pushed aside
And right now
I'm ready to spend the rest of my life
With you
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I want you
What did I
Do to deserve such a man so special in my life
So many days and nights
I get on the go while I sit and wait for mister right
Baby, then came you
Laidback with your sexy smile
When you move your body you just drive me wild
If you’re feeling me, baby, tell me now
Because I want you, I want you
Baby, no one else
Can ever want you like I do
I’m feelin’ love in the deepest fall, give you the keys and all
You even when helped me when the beef was on
Tell me what you feel
‘Cause I’m feeling something real
I feel the same way, you make the Don say
Girl, I want you, girl, I need you
Can’t you see
How this love affair would be good for you and me
‘Cause baby, I swear no other man can do
The things that you do when you love me
Oh, baby, you’re my lifetime fantasy
So smooth, love the way you walk
I just love to hear when you talk your talk
So if you’re feeling me, baby, let me know
Because I want you, I want you
Baby, no one else
Can ever want you like I do
I’m feelin’ love in the deepest fall, give you the keys and all
You even when helped me when the beef was on
Tell me what you feel
‘Cause I’m feeling something real
I feel the same way, you make the Don say
Girl, I want you, girl, I need you, babe
Slow down, love
Don’t you see me with my girl, what you thinkin’ it was
I know you’re used to seein’ me in the clubs
Different chicks, sippin’ Cris’, just a million in dubs
But I’ve changed, only got eyes for her
Believe me, ain’t no girl dividin’ us
We could maybe elope, have a baby and all
‘Cause I don’t wanna be a player no more
Baby, no one else
Can ever want you like I do
I feel the same way, you make the Don say
Girl, I want you, girl, I need you
Tell me what you feel
‘Cause I’m feeling something real
I feel the same way, you make the Don say
Girl, I want you, girl, I need you
Baby, no one else
Can ever want you like I do
I feel the same way, you make the Don say
Girl, I want you, girl, I need you
Tell me what you feel
‘Cause I’m feeling something real
I feel the same way, you make the Don say
Girl, I want you, girl, I need you
Baby...baby...baby...baby...
Baby...baby...baby...baby...
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Okay wassup with me man? Sigh. Am thinking of him again. Not my fault man, i didnt want to look at his picture; it was unintentional! He was sooooo sweet when i first met him. All through out he was so sweet but towards the end he started to give me the cold shoulder. I am such a failure.
Seriously speaking i think it's karma. Baaaad karma. Think i played around too much the past 4 times, and now i've got it bad. Or maybe he was trying to mislead me from the start. Sigh sigh sigh sigh. See.. when im left alone i think too much. But anyway, dont want to reflect on it too much. No mood already. Ciaoz
SWALK,
Casillas
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Daniel Bedingfield- Girlfriend
2:34 PM
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my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder,
all my riches for her smiles when I slept so soft against her...
all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter,
she is the tear that hangs inside my soul forever.
-Jeff Buckley