Friday, January 30, 2004
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depression
hmm.. rather cynical subject, but, hell.. i've been subjected to an extra extra ultra horribly bad luck day. 1stly.. my whole bodt hurts! i'm officially lame.. as in bai ka. den i was not selected for the OGL for god knows wad reason. roy refuse to tell me. den the SC reject any appealing.... den my chi teacher was pissed off... and it a long (and depressing) day. should put a milestone on this dae.. so far... it's e worst.. ah!!!!! oh.. had an econ test.. and tooooo little slp.i guess tt adds to my crankiness....... hai~...
Grrr...
elaine
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: evanescence-going under
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1:14 PM
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Wednesday, January 28, 2004
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i'm stressed!!!!
oh man.. am stressed. i shouldn't have accumulated my history readings.. now i have so much to do. i'm dead! Oh oh.. juz read a few pages.. it's so chim and difficult to read. they like to use bombastic words.. tt is y i decided to come online to study. huh? u would ask.. i know coming online is a constant distraction. well, not really la. i guessed i really wanted to read tt darn thing! well i came online to make use of the online dictionary. i am lazy to flip my dictionary ah. thank god for technology, in this instance. oh man. i still have to study econs later.. got a test on thurs.... Grrr.... and i wanna watch a bit of midsummer's night dream. kinda nice and chim.. those shakespearean language can drive me mad... at times... try reading the shakespeare book. can cry ah! i hate it man... still love my romance novels...
anyway, can u believe it. gary gave me an ang pao.. okok.. gary is my half bro.. he got married last yr la.. so i guessed it was normal.. but still.. didn't expect it man.. haha.. wanna laugh.. hey.. i should msg him now eh.. hahaha.. so.. i shall take it down.. the 1st ever red packet from a sibling.. in yr 2004.. i shall remember.. muahahaha... okok.. i'm gloating. ain't my fault. i now so hope tt my siblings will hurry up and GET MARRIED.. jkjk... anyway... juz to make a comparison
my mom told me my elderly cousin ROM in 2001.. and you know wad.. . she still has the cheek to go round and ask for red packets.. wad e..?! married is married liao ah. in my opinion, that's kinda irresponsible.. look at gary.. has the sence to GIVE ang pao.. not TAKE them. and she is a university graduate.. yes.. wad e..?!
alright.. i'll stop rattling on and on and on about ang paos... haha.. summary.. as mae said man, the bad economy is reflected in my angpao. how true man..
you'll nv walk alone
elaine + snowy(he nv get any red packets!)
Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: daniel bedingfield- if you are not the one
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2:46 PM
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Monday, January 26, 2004
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Yay!! Ok i know im about 24 hours late but who gives a damn? My beloved liverpool won newcastle 2-1 at anfield, which also means that they havent beaten us at home for abotu 30 years. And hey! Guess who's the goalscorer? Heh.. Its none other than my darling burno cheyrou. Finally, he did his fervent supporters proud. =) Yours truly was teary when he socred the first goal of the match during the 2nd minute. And i really wanted to cry when laurent robert equalised 2 minutes later. Shite. But hell, he is cute!! Laurent robert, i mean. Haha what a sudden change of heart. Nah just kidding.. but he is cute. its undeniable. Then came the 61st minute, and i was teary eyed yet again, as cheyrou scored a brace that sank newcastle. Oh what a goal accument he has. =P But then again, alan shearer didnt even look like he was going to score, but still.....
Right now, northampton's playing bloody manchester 'the scum' united and i so hope that manchester 'the scum' united will lose. I aint about to lose precious sleep watch ugly men (of course referring to manchester united; think men like mikael silvestre) in white shirts battling 'ol northampton town. i think northampton really deserves to win, i mean, just look at their strong fighting spirit! Man u lose.. man u lose.. man u lose.. man u lose..
Pretty boring day (as usual), went for my neice's birthday party before heading to my cousin's to visit. Got one measly red packet, but at least its better than nothing. Then about 5 i left their house cos it was too unbearable (boring) and went home. Had a fairly long bath then nipped to delifrance across the road to get my chicken delight set meal. There was this teenaged boy serving me and he happily gave me a super generous portion of lettuce, tomatoes and chicken on my poor baguette. Then came the delish garlic bread and cream of chicken and corn soup. Mmmmmmmm... Hehe. And the thought of it makes me hungry now. Oh sod it.
Think i've become FATTER!!!!! dont dare to weigh myself; shall do 4 hours in the gym for the next month as punishment. And i shall eat loads of veggies (eeewwww) and dunk myself in watre. Hope it helps. Otherwise i'd just sod it man. Anyway, i shall be off to dreamland; need to wake up at an ungodly hour(9.30am) to go for my boring gym session. Ciaoz...
Sealed With A Sweet Sweet Liverpool Kiss,
C Casillas Cudicini (?) Owen Baros Kewell Carragher Cheyrou Robert(??)
Current Mood: good
Current Music: Holly Valance- Kiss kiss (how appropriate. think SWALK)
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4:42 PM
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10:14pm: eat, slp, read....
ah.. it's so boring now... maybe cos i am doing tutorials. i guess lit is one of the BETTER subjects. but the thought of the 300-500 word esaay, man, headache ah.. it's comment and appreciation. muz write a critique. luckily, i chose a great pic. hahah... my grp peeps better thank me ah.. Oh, i juz love my sub comby (excluding AO math ah!). esp lit and hist. i think ppl are finding ways to silence me.. but really mah. it's really interesting.. i even bought a shakespeare book.. consisting of 4 comedies. 'taming of the shrew', 'the tempest', 'midsummer's night dream' and 'twelth night'. so far. it's quite good.. and chim. so diff from my romance novels. hard to read oso.. those old eng words.. took me so long to read 4 pages.. cos i am at four pages, a the introduction of shakespeare's comedies. but.. so far.. its good. 2 thumbs up ah.
so basically i'm slacking online.. as usual. wrote a few sentence of my critique tho.. hey, i tried.. i am so last min ah. always so late den do homework. someone, pls tell me to wake up my bloody idea!!!!!!
was slping most of the day away. not surprised right? was pigging away. slping and eating. .ahah.. oh. and watch tv. slack slack slack.. and i still feel like slping. had yam baske and 'lao' todae.. yum! haha.. told u i was pigging out. i practically finish 70% of it. it was soooooooo yummy!~
you'll nv eat good food alone
elaine + snowy
Current Mood: slacked
Current Music: evan and jerone- e distance(nono, it's not crazy 4 this gal)
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2:41 PM
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7:01pm: difference is not a matter
yoz... i'm back from the holiday spirit. cos i am very aware that tmr got sch! ah.. dun feel like doing any tutorials leh.. still wanna slack, esp under my blanket. :D
ok.. contrary to wad cher said, i dun think that she is NOT important. juz cos i nv call her doesn't mean i dun care bout her. in fact, i nv call anyone much unless to ask got wad homework. JC is important.. and it requires alot of my time. CCAs, lectures, tutorials. as much as i want to punk around i can't. dun even have time for my own personal space. when i reach home, all i wannna do is stare in space. i avoid the phones, like i said, i dun FEEL like using the phone. i didn't forget her.. juz ask any of my new found frens. her name is constantly on my lips. yes, when i talk on the phone my new frens' name do appear. but i dun belief that they are the constant subjects of our conversation. sometimes i say i'll call another day as i am really really tired. mentally drained.. i usually reach home groggy headed...
we may be different ppl, but i guess it's our difference that spice up our friendship. imagine if i'm like cher.. similar and stuff, than we won't have different opinions on many stuff, tho i have to admit, at times our interest is same. sometimes, i'm a homy person. juz wanna slack at home. even if i were to go out, not too far tho.. cos my thinking is if i were to go to tamp mall, i wanna go home juz go as it is juz a 5min transportation away form home. if i were to go orchard, it will be entirely diff. i would think, NB ah, waste so much time on transport than might as well walk the whole place. thus, the different moods sets in. there are times where i'd glady go to orchard, jalan abit. but other times, juz not tooooooo far.. i guess i said my piece. rest assured cher, u r still v.important to me
you'll nv walk alone
elaine + snowy
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: kelly clarkson- trouble with love
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11:01 AM
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boring. thats the only thing i can say. either im at home or at sentosa or in town. Only 3 bloody places. Singapore is too fucking small. And that's only in the context where there's no place to go. Its an awful big place if you wish to meet newpeople, like me. I mean, its real hard to meet new people, so thats why im always sticking to the same couple of friends, unlike our friend here who have so many new friends, in that she's clean forgotten who i am.
Ah.. such are the wonders of friendship. She makes plans w/o telling me, doesnt ever call nme these days, and well, maybe i just am no longer important. Oh okay, if thats the case, then it'll be the same for me too. Everything's 'yan, celest,hd,etc,etc'. Either that or 'call you tmr. tired, wanna zzz'. See! ok say maybe she's more capable than me, smarter than me, etc etc. but does that really give her a reason to give me all this shit? i mean, new friends ok fine, but are they everything????? School's important; it overtakes every single bloody thing in her life. So maybe i should do the same too.
I've come to realise that we're totally, totally different people. Now it's dawned on me that, well yeah, now i understand how come people think that we'd ever, ever be friends. I'm those who'd want to go out every single day of my life, while she'd be better off reading.
Oh yeah i forgot. We're all very busy people aren't we? So i think we might as well not fit each other into our schedules lest we clash out appointments with new friends!!
Ok i dont understand. i SO dont understand her! im the bad one alright? Happy now?
Current Mood: beyond pissed
Current Music: Craig david- Im walkin' away
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4:55 AM
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Saturday, January 24, 2004
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im fecking ditched!!! for the god-knows-how-many time!!
I hate cny! Fucking boring is all i can say. And that is an understatement. Every year during cny its the best time for people to ditch me; to show their ditching prowess.
Visting my dad's side is okay, not exactly fun but at least i have cousings of my age to hang around with. But my mom's side- i've never liked my mom's side, honestly speaking. But sod it- they're my relatives and i've fecking got to show them respect, ie show up for about 2 hours every year during cny visiting. And after that 2 hours i'm usually out, but this year, i guess im bloody destined to stick with that bunch of people. For 3 fucking days!! I mean, none of my cousins are around.. well, young. They're all a bunch of old foggies and everytime i try to score a date to go out, im always rejected out flat. Flat!!! seriously im kinda pissed off about it. Hey, i know i havent got much friends, but arrrgh feck it!! And hello!!! my siblings are all out with their friends/boyfs/girlfs and here i am, trying to brainstorm who i can go out with. Sigh......
SWALK, (im ditched again!!!!)
C Casillas
Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: Atomic Kitten-Someone like me (yeah, someone like me)
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3:45 PM
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peter pan is a nice show :D
yup.. went to watch it last nite.. after the family gathering. and my uncle how happily fopped his 2 kids with us.. so practically, we were sort of babysitting. luckily, the kids weren't so bad. but bryan was burping (purposely) thruout.. as usual. trying to piss us off. than, before the movie, my cousins brought them to play bumper car... wad e..? was kinda worried as they were sort of our responsibility. watched the movie after that. it is nice. the effects.. not to mention that the main actopr (jeremy i think) is kinda cute. too bad la. he is 2 yrs younger than me.
after that, after sending the 2kids off, i went home alone.. my cousins took a free ride with uncle how. and poor me had to go home alone. i missed the last train to city hall and was cursing like hell. hp low batt some more. NB ah! luckily i am sort of loaded with cash... not! wat i mean is that i am kinda loaded... cos of the red pockets.. but compared to last yearssss... it was like really little.. sobz.. ok.. i digressed. anyway, i took a taxi home. as usual the taxi thought i was malay and was surprised that i could speak chi.. wad e...??? we conversed many topics (in chi la!). we talked about education, singapore, my chi.. etc... oh yah. and ppl's basic kindness. he said that i was not the mean type. those shrew la. of cos man.. i so nice. so he charged me lesser... ok 50cents.. but still.... it was a nice thought. he wished me a happy CNY and vice versa and i left. at least thr were some good luck among my many bad luckes yesterdae.
bad luck: hp low batt... redpackets not that glamourous. was almost unable to book tickets online, missed the bloody train!
good luck: uncle how treat movie as we used his credit card, watched peterpan (nice mah), get a good taxi driver who wasn't interested in driving me a huge round thus earning more money...
okok... who cares yah....
happy lunar new yr peeps
elaine + snowy
Current Mood: pleased
Current Music: marc anthony- i need to know
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1:41 AM
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Friday, January 23, 2004
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Happy cny
tired.... went to chinatown last night from 12 till 3.. then slept at 4 and woke up at 12 today. man, i tell you it was H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E!!! There was this bloody indian bloke suashing me from behind while we were there. He was pretending to use his mobile and hi couldnt keep his bloody dick to himself!! Aw man.. then it was pressing against my butt and it was bloody gross!! i mean, hello!! he was doing it on purpose!
Ok but anyway, shall not talk about it. Brings back gross memories. Today we went to my dad's side to visit and sit around. Instead of a family gathering it was a family fight man. Ok well not really family. My uncle just shouted at my cousin's wife cause she bloody well pissed him off. Oh well good for her. She was talking back to my uncle.. So there.
Oh am soooo tired. Thank god for the long weekend. Actually it doesnt make a diff to me. =D Am gonna wake up real early (9.30) tomorrow so i can go j8 to watch peter pan *sniggers* with my little neice and nephews and cousins. Haha. Family outing.. Then afterwhich i'd planned to go meet nick for a cuppa before heading down to my aunt's place for dinner. Dont really fancy family gatherings; feel so outta place man. So probably i'd be out on this coming weekend with my friends. Ok.. i think i gotta go. tired tired tired tired....
SWALK,
C Casillas
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: taxas- carnival girl
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4:21 PM
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it's CNY
i'm still at home. not yet visit anyone.. which means.. still not yet increase my pocketbook. *sniggers*.. yes.. i've been wasting my time online la.. doing lame things like (god help me) play neopets. hey (get's defensive) i was bored. i had absolutely nth to do. and contrary to popular belief, there is NOTHING nice on tv. ok.. c'mon.. u know i dun watch chi programmes... i dunno. sometimes its lame?? i prefer the english ones.. and my parents are hogging the tv. and i dun feel like reading.. haha.. yah.. i'm wasting away (slacking). i'm going crazy... SINGAPORE IS SO SMALL AND BORING!!!!!!!!!!! they should reclaim more land. and at least have a village of unique/weird stuff. that will be interesting! u know, like aussie, there is a candy shop. one whole big shop filled with candies.. and.. it's not ur mentors.. those really yummy ones and rare.. like bopeep.. and cute arts and craft.. ahhhhhh!!! as i said i am going nutz. maybe cos i'm cooped up at hm. now u know y i muz fly away from sg.. now u know y i look forward to london. the only thing keeping me saint is sch. haha.. cos the lessons are interesting! esp lit and hist... stylo milo subs (except homework)......
entertain me *lalalalala~
elaine + snowy(e bear is outside watching tv!!!!!)
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: one true voice- shakespeare's way with words
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7:01 AM
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Thursday, January 22, 2004
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happy CNY!!!!
hello peepsies... bet u r all gloating at the thought of all those red packets.. wah shiok ah. already bag 2 red packets. eh.. fast ah.. yes yes.. it's CNY eve.. hope the dinner will be good. they BETTER gimme the 'lao.' am only interested in the crispy stuff tho :D. yah.. well.. had a bookless sch todae. wad it means is that.. there were NO lectures, and NO tutorials. everyone play punk. watch the XNY concert. heh heh.. it's nice lah. like the indian dance and modern dance society tho. can u believe it.. our arty farty lantern won 1st prize... and it was soooo weird! haha.. weirdly amusing. i think all thoses art students see and burst out laughing. i know me and maril did tho. like loons. was even more 'entertained' when we won.. hahahahaah.. joke ah. the performance was rather great.. we had a lion dance tho. it's okay la. muz try and be nice. kinda lenghty tho. they did the same thing repeatedly ( and it wasn't tooooooooo good). esp the stilts part. sorry laddies. u still need practices... look amature -_-" yah.. u get the pix. was more pissed at the waste of time tho. and at least the sch more than redeemed themselves (they played mambo no.5) the JC2 peeps ain't sporting. only some JC1 and OGLs la. i only danced the second one. shiok ah. so cute man! hahahaha... i am crazy liao. think i'm gna zzz.. was suppose to zzz now, but i come online to check lyrics, dean martin and write THIS! tadah!!!!!! ain't i good or wad (smiles cheekily).. anyway.. i run to my bed and go coma liao..
(-_-)zzZ
elaine + snowy
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: evan & jerone-crazy 4 this girl(dun u juz LURVE this song?)
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5:48 AM
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Wednesday, January 21, 2004
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its a brilliant day today. i mean the sun. =) thought of a brill plan as to what to do with my cds. Shall not say it out now. My fingers are just too tired to type out in detail. Heh..
Dont think i'd be free to type in any entries thses few days. Tomorrow i'll be going back to school to visit them peeps, then i'll be going to town to get a bag and some stuff. Then i'll be heading home only to go to my cousin's place for reunion dinner after which i'd head down to chinatown.
So there... kinda busy yeah.. Okay gotta go.. i'll see ya when i see ya.. ciao
SWALK,
C Casillas
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Offspring- pretty fly for a white guy
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2:02 PM
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i am such a copy machine. was copying math juz now.. hehe.. in her lesson. right under her nose. power man... manage tto finish the damn assignment. it's official.. we all hate her to death.. i am so jealous of mingyan.. she is going to aussie tmr! kaoz!!!!! imagine all the CGs she will see..... it's getting hot in here man. ah! my dad is late. tt is y i can afford to stay in the lib to write this stuff... oh man.. i juz love sch now... poor cheryl.. slacking.. oh yah.. my class motto is la creme de la creme(cream of the crop).. and our class sub motto is..ok.. got 10 top voted ones. there is YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE.., Arty farty, dare, love, juz do it, always look on the bright side of life... etc.. haha.. power man. liverpool's slogan. not by liverpool fansss tho.. hey. admit it u man u suckers.. it sounds NICE!
yah... super sian man. slacking like no body's business. it's not tt stressful la. got work lah.. but not that much work.. oh yah.. tmr no sch! means i can go back to tpss and bug EVERYONE. haha.. make them call me senior.. wahhah.. am evil.. ah.. gotta run anyway
you'll nv walk alone
elaine + snowy
ps: i hate sch com's keyboard!!! SO FLAT!
Current Mood: amused
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7:11 AM
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Tuesday, January 20, 2004
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ok this is killing me. i bored. bored bored bored bored.... was supposed to go shopping in town tomorrow, but the prospect of going there alone makes me NOT want to go. Uneventful day today, i should say..
But nevermind. Shall look forward to wednesday. Can go back to school to visit all my juniors and teachers. And kachiao them. After that can nip to town and return my bloody books. HAH. and jesse spencer is sooooo bloody cute!!! oh gosh oh gosh oh gosh oh gosh..... =p
SWALK,
C Casillas
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Jesse spencer (=D)- sheets of egyptian cotton
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2:40 PM
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so slpy!
ah.. i'm so slpy.. and the worst thing is.. i woke up not long ago.. the 1st thing, 2nd sctually is to on my com (1st thing on light la). had to come online to help teacher check stuff on the cult of the supreme being.. those historically uneducated will go 'huh?!' aiyah.. hard to explain. v.chim one ;) hahah.. am being mean. say as if i'm so good in it. actually i'm juz a poser. need to help teacher find, had a 15 min crah coarse. but won't be covering it anytime soon in hist la. we are doing bout south east asia (remember susu brothers)..
and i'm in hot soup. nv finish any of my tutorials.. and there is so many tutorials to do. AO math (which i'll drop in 2nd intake), 3 literature tasks, GP( muz read only la) and lotsa lotsa history readings.. hey hey.. i know read alot but... can u imagine reading approx 100pages in a font of 10, filled with south east asia rubbish? dun think so lah.. see how much i muz chiong.. and how am i to prepare for my history presentation tmr.. /me is stressed!!!!!! nvm.. i shall look forward to slping later.. oh shite! muz read newspaper.. and do u know, the price of the newspaper increasee liao! kaoz.. so ex.. crazy ah. newpaper is 70cents while straits is 80cents.. crazy ah. think my father print $ ah?
too much ah.. anyway.. i muz endure..... muz finish my work. slack too much liao!
i'll nv slack alone (look at all the UNEMPLOYEDS* cheryl.. take the hint!)
elaine * snowy
Current Mood: distressed
Current Music: 5ive- keep on movin' [need bouncy music now ah!!!*]
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1:03 PM
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Monday, January 19, 2004
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kaoz.. a snake is a snake
hey hey hey.. wad ONLY a snake. u know some snakes are able to slitter REAL fast.. too fast for my peace of mind. cheryl, u are not the one living with the bloody thing.. i am.. so pls allow my fears to be expressed _|_ ah.. kaoz... i saw many open doors and windows, thus i asked my mom: u not afraid the snake will come in ah? she looked at me and happily told me tt the house so bright and noisy, the snake sure won't come in... i had to bust her bubble by telling her that snakes do not have a sense of hearing.. than again.. they do not have a sense of sight either.. k.. shall tell her that later. she sure close eveything now.. kaoz... heard that they are gna smoke everywhr tmr. i am NOT COMING HOME TMR!!!!!!!!! i shall mop about in sch like a loon terrorising my seniors and fellow freshies..... and teachers of cos. they are NOT spared from my loonie actions. i shall call my parents to pick me up from sch. imagine.. if i see the snake in my house how???!!!! kaoz.......... i know :) i can go to my dad's house and ruin his furniture.. hey.. good idea.. got direct bus thr. :D am i smart or wad..
oh man. tmr got poerpoint presentation. i hate presenting man! sucks ah.. peepses will be like looking at u (and trying not to fall aslp as i'm not as entertaining as my hist teachers). kaoz.. cheryl.. dun flirt with married men la. later the wives start to come over u, saying "he's mine," and non to nicely before proceeding to bloody ur nose... *OOwww*
man! i feel fat.. nv exercise so long liao.. as in going to the gym.. feel like a marsh.. well.. at least i played v.ball la.. hahaha... and watch edwin play.. that is exercise enuf(sweat alot mah..*hint*).. hahaha.. u should know wad i mean.. listen to nelly's [hot in herr] and u will understand.. hee.. okok.. muz go cont my script liao... was taking a short breather...
you'll nv slither alone (am shivering at that thought)
elaine + snowy
Current Mood: freaked
Current Music: hilary duff- come clean
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2:22 PM
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ok i missed this part just now. As i said, the married 'jesse spencer' was sooooooooooo cute. There was this part in chruch whereby everybody had to hold hands and sing an hymn and so he held my hand. Pwwwhoarrr... Haha ok then, then after the hymn ended he didn't want to let go! i absolutely died!!!!! i mean, come on... was he trying to act dumb or what? Then i had to pull my hand real hard from his okay...
Afterthat i caught my mom rolling her eyes at me. How rude! Its not as if i didnt want to let go. It was his fult okay... =p
Anyway, elaine, its only a bloody snake. Why on earth are you so scared for!? its not as if the snake can glide as fast as you run (not that im praising you for being a fast runner, but still...). And its not as if it'll suddenly come up on you from the toilet bowl while your doing your business and bite your arse....... Ok maybe it will but till then, thats your problem... =D *ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss...*
SWALK
Casillas
Current Mood: optimistic
Current Music: Jesse spencer (=D)- molly smiles
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8:51 AM
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man.. my cousin copied our blog style ;)
haha.. k.. not a grouch so i'll not complain bout the copied style.. heck bout these trival matters. am more interested in planning in my UK trip.. and get the money where i can go shopping! as i said.. the exchange rate is a killer. so means.. all the red packet money is time for me to save them.... and spend them on a ltr date. haha.. but wanna get so many stuff. like my bags.. hai~ did so many research on the palces tt we are going, like rydal mount, bronte parsonage.. the rest so hard to find info man! either tt my com is soooooooo slow! hey.. if u guys can.. help me find :D and send me the info in mail form.. hahahaha.. i know i win liao..
got my 1st red packet liao! hehehehehehehe.. am still thinking of the sentosa CGs. hahahahaahah.. yes yes... edwin~ still can't forget how he play with the v.ball.. smack it... HARD... ooowww... oh man..... snake is snear somewhr around... yucks!!!!!!! will not venture out at night. freak man!
SSssssss
elaine + snowy
Current Mood: sianzzz...
Current Music: dido- life for rent
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6:29 AM
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OK this is the best ever. Lfc lost the bloody match to bloody spurs
because the sodding black ref refused to give us a bloody penalty for a bloody spurs handball!!!!!!! Am fed up with him. Everytime he referee us we'd lose. Wassup!? bloody jinx.
Ok fine. shall not want to talk about that fatso. piss me off. Ya know today at church i sinned. HAH! Cause there was this real cute amcg sitting beside me. He looked bloody well like jesse spencer from 'uptown girls'. So cute!! And there's a catch.. He's bloody married. Oh sod it.
Then yesterday only edwin was in sentosa, his 2 other cb kakis didnt go. Oh what a total total waste. But i had a superbly fun time trying to buaya him by using a binoculars to stare. Hahaha.. okay okay. sorry! i couldnt help it!! =p And this led to elaine being hooked on MY boy okay. She kept reciting his name over and over again. Oh sod it. Ask her go find her own. Thief!
Anyway, HE'S online. Shall not attempt to talk to him.
SWALK,
C Casillas
Current Mood: Oh sod it!!!
Current Music: Bon Jovi- You give love a bad name
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6:19 AM
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Sunday, January 18, 2004
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got snake!!!!!!!!!
shite! there is a snake in the condo. kaoz.. it is out lose.. that's is so creepy. i practically run home ah, the thought of snakes snipping at my heels made me gallop quickly into the safty confines of the house. cripes!!!!!!! wad if it's poisonous! now i muz run home everydae. this muz be punishment for eating so many fatty food todae!!! damn! karma!
anyway.. at last i got my islander card.. means i got access to sentosa like no one's business.. my cheeks and face was totally tortured by jas.. not jason... jas.. kaoz.. 1st he pinch my cheeks... *OOowwww* than he rub my cheeks vigorously.. jeff was not thr.. cripes.. the main actor not thr. out of all the 3 CGs, only edwin appeared. of cos.. i was watching him... yummy man! he can really smack the ball.. let's juz put it this way. he smack the ball with an attitude. looked so focus. than jump so high.. wah lao.. no fair man. if i can jump 1/2 as high good liao ah.. than thr were few BVS posers.. kaoz.. so amature.. think jeff can win them hands down. but sadly.. neither jeff nor bryan showed up. cheryl said tt they were spring cleaning.. wad e...?! so nvm.. watched edwin.. shiok man. nose bleed ah.. andy came too. suddenly appeared behind me.. scare the shit outta me.
mae and js came late.. so late man. they miss seeing edwin do warm out.. kaoz.. continuous smacking the ball ok. nv really touch the ground! this is wad i call pro. but i guess he is.. that BVS sucker! when we went to change up.. mae saw some joss stick around a treee. gosh... kinda scary! had to brisk walk outta thr.
went to marche for dinner.. yummy rosti. the guy working thr wanna steal my v.ball only. do a sliding tackle on him than he know! anyway.. gtg now la...
i'll nv volley alone
elaine + snowy
ps: island life love it!
Current Mood: scared
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Saturday, January 17, 2004
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OMG! LONDON!
oh yeah! am going to london.. my parents confirm let liao.. hehehehehehehe.. so peeps... if u need to buy staff and need my help, i'd appreciate if u gimme the cash 1st.. cos i dun think i myself have enuf to spare.. look at the exchange rate and DIE! but i am so excited.. another understatment. i'd be going in march 12-20.. hehe.. rubbing my hands in anticiptaion. will visit stonehenge, dorset county museum, jane austen centre, anne hathaways' cottage(shakespeare's wife la), shakespeare's birthplace, warwick castle, bronte parsonage, wordsworth's lake district, rydal mount, dove cottage, york shambles, york minster.. and of cos london's shopping centre.. shiok man.. but i guess it's not all play play.. need to do work too.. literature works of cos. it's a lit fieldtrip! yes.. thinking of the shopping thr make me wanna faint.. my god. so ex.. everything is screaming: MONEY! MONEY! kinda intimidated by the exchange rate.. but.. tt will not stop me man. like jason said. it's a dream come true.. hahahahaha
anyway.. saw him todae. was near me. wanna die of his overwhelming presence beside me.. but.. yes, my heart was beating rapidly.. even tho u probably can't tell by my facial expression. mae was a dear. thinks she knows how i felt. she was openly looking at him(beside me). dun think he minded tho.. then again, don't think he noticed.. haha.. but anyway.. was glad i got kinda up close to him. one more step closer. yah.. he was toking to my fren.. than she include me in the conversation.. okok. she juz ask me a confirmation to her qn.. but HELL, he was in the conversation. at least i reassured him! hope i'd get to see him man. my fings are crossed, crossed and crossed!!! i wanted to die of happiness.... :D
guess i'll write til here... am on cloud no.9!
dream with me,
elaine + snowy
Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: sway, michael buble
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ok if i just cannot update this bloody sodding entry i will scream! this is like the 3rd time im trying and... arrrgh server error. Bloody bollocks!
*appease my anger* Did spring cleaning today, cleared all my old cds and dumped them right in the chute. Hah. Dont remind me that i just bloody well threw away approximately $600. sheesh... But anyway the good thing is that my room is crap free. Ahhh...
Righto~ am off to chill.. Ciao
SWALK
C Casillas
Current Mood: rejuvenated
Current Music: Delta Goodrem- Innocent eyes
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Friday, January 16, 2004
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Righto! Just back from shopping. Actually was back at 7. Hehehe.
Went out with mom to town to get cny clothes. Bought this pink printed halter top with a white kinda lacy-at-the-hem skirt. And jewelled heels (heh) and BOOKS!!! hah...
Have this funny names for lotr characters, all named after one of my cats, cameo.. Here goes:-
- Aragon: arameo
- Eomer: eomermeo
- eowyn: eomeo
- Arwen: Armeo
- Gollum: Gollmeo
- Legolas: Legomeo
- Frodo: Fromeo
- Pippin: Pipmeo
- Merry: Mereo
- Sauron: Saumeo
- Saruman: Sarumeo
And the list goes on and on.... Heheh sorry manz. ive got nothing better to do.. =p
SWALK
Current Mood: cranky
Current Music: Blue- You make me wanna
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i'm underweight
AHAHA!! can you believe it? i'm underweight!! =p thats according to some aust women's sports mag. Oh gosh.... maybe they're tying to make me happy, but still....
Ummm.. just to set e record straight, the HIM elaine was talking about is not the same guys as my 'HIM'.. She's just trying to copy me.. Hehe.. Cant believe after so many days, er.. aopproximately 6 days to be exact, and shes still bloody raving about CB! jeff, that is. Oh my gawd.. I shouldnt have told her that i thought she should go for him. Sigh now all her friends in school are so gonna murder me for even suggesting it to her!! (x_x)
Oh gosh oh gosh oh gosh oh gosh....... Practically everything about jeff is perfect, just that he's a tad short and in my opinion, he only pays us girls lip service. Ok not literally lip service, i.e kiss, but the other meaning of lip service, i.e all talk and no action!!. I say so cause he'd say he would teach us how to play vball after e match but god knows he had to play consecutive matches(!), afterwhich, he forgot all about us. Actually, more like pretended to forget he ever said he'd teach us. Argh. Hate guys who do that. Dont they know that they're guys and they have to honour their word!? Not that us girls dont honour our word. Am annoyed whenever i think of guys like that. Especially HIM (in this context, its my 'HIM'). Thinking of all the times he paid me lip service w me waiting in vain for him to deliver his so-called promises. And i only realised it yesterday. I think to him his friends are more important and doesnt he ever ever ever ever realise that one of these days he's got to marry a girl and not his whole bunch of friends?? ARRRGH it soooo gets on my nerves.
Irritating... Shall not want to harp on it further.
Current Mood: discontent
Current Music: Thalia- Baby im in love
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Thursday, January 15, 2004
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my com is back in action!!! yeah!!!
haha.. good.. my com is working... at last! as usual the proxy is giving me hell! so tired man. v.ball is sooooo fun.. emphasis on fun. but they should give us more more more time on whacking the ball... juz bought a v.ball.. think it is my proudest possession 4 awhile... haha.. can be a poser. ;) and so sayang man.. cost me bout $50.. den was playing with it.. and phy la.. and it kena something sharp.. so now got one small tiny lil hole... lucky is only the padding.. so no air can escape.. too bad can't chage.. cos it was the last ball of the particular design. the rest look so weird... like bubblegum.. eeewww... think i lil kid ah
oh man! i really really wanna go UK. i wanna go enjoy the weather(even tho my parents thinks it sux), i wanna see all the AMCGs, i wanna go see the culture.. everything.. oh.. yah.. and the shopping... which includes soccer stuff.. haha... oh man.. only caught a glimpse of HIM todae.. he so studious man! if i am half like him, i think i will be scoring straight As.. haI~~ am still thinking of him.. even tho the thought of CB is a small small distraction.. hahaha... think got all my lady pals thinking of the cuteness of CB.. hahah.. but hey, HANDS OFF THAT CUTE GUY! I COPE 1ST!!!!!! hahahahhaahhahah.. yah well.. i run off now la
you'll nv walk alone
elaine + snowy
Current Mood: ecstatic
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12:45 PM
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here i am.. a fool
Okay.. here i am, back again... Just woke up, dont really feel like talking to anybody, tho jas called up. Didnt bother to see what he wants. Am in a contemplative mood today; read my past entries and now i'm starting to wonder if i'm a fool for HIM or what.
Its already been 16 days since he left me and i still cant let go of him. Not that the memories of him are painful or what, but- bloody bollocks! They're just memories that get me sad when i think back. Its not that i want to think back, but its inevitable that i think back, get it? Tho i seem like i've let it go but i havent really gotten round to it; i dont even come close. I dont see him around anymore, i only talk to him online on weekends(if he's actually at home and not out clubbing).. Well i guess in a way thats good cause it'll probably help in getting me to let go of this bloke.
And- just to set the record straight, i cant forget him; i can only let go of him,. Thats pretty much all i can do cause i dont wanna ruin a friendship because of my foolishness in believeing all his (mis)leads. Okay anyway, enough of him. Gotta go wash up and have lunch. Ciaoz..
SWALK,
Casillas
Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: Abs-what you've got
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3:48 AM
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castors are winners
hmmm.. ok.. i'm stuck in sch.. and i'm evesdropping.... heard some peeps toking bad bout my orientation team... u know castor.. say wad.. no sportsmanship, lousy campfire performance. but who cares la. shall not be bothered with narrow minded ppl.. unable to listen to take things with a pinch of salt.. LOSER man.. it is one thing to jeer, it is another to jeer(for e fun of it). as if the jeers mean a thing. at lest castor's team spirit is better than the others.. cheers more united... OGLs more sporting... sorry if i offend other orientation grp.. ain't toking bout u guys.. only toking bout the 2 losers sitting beside me. can't stand them... spell sore losers man. i give them this
_|_(0_0)_|_
haha.. anyway.. guess i'll go now... oh yah.. going sentosa on sat.. haha.. hopefully can see CB.. hahahahaahaha
Current Mood: annoyed
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Wednesday, January 14, 2004
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Dont wanna think of a title for this man. Ive run out of ideas already.
=p
Hmmm was in deep thought just now. Realised that i will add another resolution to my list. And that is to make an impact on others. I mean, i realise that people will remember you if you actually make an impact on them. Maybe not double whammy impact kind, but more of like being super friendly or the really humorous kind. Imagine this scenario: You meet these couple of cute guys at a bbq. You guys talk and joke around, but after the bbq you dont contact each other. Then say about a year later you meet them again. Chances are that they probably wont remember you at all. So obviously in this case they have made an impact on you (maybe its their cuteness or whatever) thats why you remember them, and the reason why they dont remember you its cause you havent made a strong impact on them, so taaa daaa... My other resolution for 2004.
Okay back to business (of airing my grouses). I'm sooooooooooooo bored!!!! Need to find something to do. Actually one of my resolutions is to find a darn job but what the hell. i'm too lazy to wake up at bloody 6am to go to work so here i am airing my grouses. Hah.
Btw, wanna go to germany to watch bayern munich vs real madrid on 24th feb. Its a 6 day tour from 21st-27th feb, i get to meet bayern players and see my husband iker casillas plus im sponsored a full $2200 but my parents wont allow me to goooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!! Freak it man. Sigh~ Life aint fair..............................
/sudden change of mood/ hey i like this song.. such a nice song by daniel bedingfield. it goes like this:-
Girlfriend
Girlfriend, you make my heart start spinning around
And all i can ever hear is the sound of your heart beating in my ear
Girlfriend, this boy has found another reason to sing
And you remind me of everything that i hold dear in my heart
And im feeling elevated lifted to my highest dream
My whole world's revolving in circles round your heart
You gotta be the one for me or else life makes no sense
So wrap your arms around me and kiss me till im dead, yeahhh girlfriend
Girlfriend, a girl like you would take an army to find
How glad i am when you said you would be mine
Standing there in the cold dark night
Girlfriend, let me take you to the fields of the sun
How much it means to me that you are the one that i hold here in my arms
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Awwwwww.. this song is sooooooooo sweet. And theres another 2 more. Bloody hell. The songs are so nice and yet they remind me of HIM.
Crazy For This Girl
She rolls the window down
And she
Talks over the sound
Of the cars that pass us by
And I don't know why
But she's changed my mind
Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl
She was the one to hold me
The night
The sky fell down
And what was I thinking when
The world didn't end
Why didn't I know what I know now
Right now
Face to face
All my fears
Pushed aside
And right now
I'm ready to spend the rest of my life
With you
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I want you
What did I
Do to deserve such a man so special in my life
So many days and nights
I get on the go while I sit and wait for mister right
Baby, then came you
Laidback with your sexy smile
When you move your body you just drive me wild
If you’re feeling me, baby, tell me now
Because I want you, I want you
Baby, no one else
Can ever want you like I do
I’m feelin’ love in the deepest fall, give you the keys and all
You even when helped me when the beef was on
Tell me what you feel
‘Cause I’m feeling something real
I feel the same way, you make the Don say
Girl, I want you, girl, I need you
Can’t you see
How this love affair would be good for you and me
‘Cause baby, I swear no other man can do
The things that you do when you love me
Oh, baby, you’re my lifetime fantasy
So smooth, love the way you walk
I just love to hear when you talk your talk
So if you’re feeling me, baby, let me know
Because I want you, I want you
Baby, no one else
Can ever want you like I do
I’m feelin’ love in the deepest fall, give you the keys and all
You even when helped me when the beef was on
Tell me what you feel
‘Cause I’m feeling something real
I feel the same way, you make the Don say
Girl, I want you, girl, I need you, babe
Slow down, love
Don’t you see me with my girl, what you thinkin’ it was
I know you’re used to seein’ me in the clubs
Different chicks, sippin’ Cris’, just a million in dubs
But I’ve changed, only got eyes for her
Believe me, ain’t no girl dividin’ us
We could maybe elope, have a baby and all
‘Cause I don’t wanna be a player no more
Baby, no one else
Can ever want you like I do
I feel the same way, you make the Don say
Girl, I want you, girl, I need you
Tell me what you feel
‘Cause I’m feeling something real
I feel the same way, you make the Don say
Girl, I want you, girl, I need you
Baby, no one else
Can ever want you like I do
I feel the same way, you make the Don say
Girl, I want you, girl, I need you
Tell me what you feel
‘Cause I’m feeling something real
I feel the same way, you make the Don say
Girl, I want you, girl, I need you
Baby...baby...baby...baby...
Baby...baby...baby...baby...
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Okay wassup with me man? Sigh. Am thinking of him again. Not my fault man, i didnt want to look at his picture; it was unintentional! He was sooooo sweet when i first met him. All through out he was so sweet but towards the end he started to give me the cold shoulder. I am such a failure.
Seriously speaking i think it's karma. Baaaad karma. Think i played around too much the past 4 times, and now i've got it bad. Or maybe he was trying to mislead me from the start. Sigh sigh sigh sigh. See.. when im left alone i think too much. But anyway, dont want to reflect on it too much. No mood already. Ciaoz
SWALK,
Casillas
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Daniel Bedingfield- Girlfriend
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sweaty
haha.. so okok.. at last.. i can write a proper blog... but dun expect it to be long.. cos i in my sis house.. so darn happy... tmr got volley training... hope it will be good.... expecting to have lotsa fun.. and hopefully skills that i will dare to bear in sentosa.. haha... can play like the pros... imagine if i team up with peeps like edwin and jeff.... that day will soooooo nv come! hahahahaha.... shite.
had a castor 2 meeting. shiok man.. decided to go to sentosa for our orientation grp outing. haha... island life luv it. too bad no bbq... den again. imagine me bbqing in sentosa. so ma fun. rather play volley, swim or kayak... hopefully i can go terrorise jas, andy and bryan.. haha... am i evil or wad. hai~~
had a tok with my ogls... they might not be helping us orientate the 2nd intake... kaoz.. i hope i can get it man.. and i hope i can tahan all the new and shy stony faces. hahahaah... those zombies!!!! prepare to get punkd/bombded... as in water bomb.. hahaa...
todae damn lame man. my ogl, pakkin had a weird hair do... ok.. not weird.. juz had some longer strands poking out. one of my pal clare ask y his hair is like tt... he told her:cos its fake. she believed! she even went up to wanna tocuch his haiar. she said.. : serious? can i touch it? nv touch fake hair b4. lol.... ok.. good... now got a nick for pakkin liao... 'fake hair'
and man.. am i exhausted or wad.. i juz finish jogging 3.9km la.. so u ppl out there can imagine how i smell (sniggers*).
it's official.. i hate AO math.. hist and lit rox.. haha.. my lit teacher v.funny.. mr irving goh... my fren actually counted the no. og okays he said within a period of time.. maybe 2/5 of the lesson... he said approx 100 okays.. interesting.. and he is funny. like the way he tok. in my opinion.. all the lit teachers has charisma. which is good... keeps the class entertained~~ think lit is the only sub where they play u music and let u watch mtvs.. and let u watch movies(not yet come to this part tho)... was toking bout utopia and distopia.. haha.. those lit illiterate... that is solely ur problem... oh.. and as u can see from the previous blog... those 2nd intake peeps takinglit can go to UK... woohoo.. my dadsay he will gimme approx 100-150 pounds. gave him a disgrunted face and said... how much can u buy with that.... than he happily reminded of the exchange rate. HE HAVE A POINT. eh.. maybe i can buy my soccer jsys from uk..... hahahahahahahahahahah... am looking forward to it man. IT IS OFFICIAL: I WANNA STAY IN MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway.. gotta run lah.. need to eat.. and meet cheryl to buy my volleyball... Y(0_0)Y<== peace sign face la.. not scarecrow!!
you'll nv volley alone
elaine+ snowy(the ball)
Current Mood: exhausted
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Tuesday, January 13, 2004
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life for rent...
HAH! Life for rent.. in simpler terms, the bottom line is that i'm bored. Bored to the extent that my life is available for rent. Hmm quite philosophical eh? 'course. I am a philophical person. Ok no idea whats with all the HTML stuff..
Quite an uneventful day; was trying my darndest to learn the HTML thingy for my personal weblog but what the hell- they were sooooooo mind boggling! What with all those curly-wurly brackets and hex values etc etc. I'd actually did up a blog at xanga's and blogger's but i didnt know how to do all the colourings, styles, etc. I was only successful with the skins, of which some i had to upload the images from urls and all. Then in the end i was like, why dont i just stick to a shared blog? i mean, i have my own journal... Haha
Am aiming to fulfil my new year resolution of eating healthy. Drank 4 cups of plain water already, plus the whole 100g(before cooking) of cabbages i had during lunch, with my instant noodles. Oh well as you've guessed, the 100gs making up for all the bloody msg in the instant noodles. gosh.
Okay i think i gotta go already. Gonna meet elaine soon. Ciaoz..
ps: love e tatty teddys! sooooo keeeewt!! have to do something to the font n e colours tho.
SWALK,
C Casillas
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Michael Buble- Sway (dandy song)
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tis the season to be detoxing...
HAH! my second time writing in today. Told ya that my sanity's almost gone. Now you can witness it for yerself. Am so bored! Just got cash but can't go out this week(!) arrrgh! Need to help mom in baking new year goodies, which means i cant visit my friends in sentosa. Sigh~
Okay nevermind. Stay home and rot= little or no productivity= save money= can spend more the next time i go shopping. HAH! what on earth am i blabbering about? I've discovered a little fad that i could follow. Okay not exactly 'discovered', but more of decided that i should start to detox. So far since the time i woke up till now, i've drunk approximately 6 glasses of water. I think by the time i sleep i would've downed another 6 more glasses. Oh well in a way its good, besides feeling like a H-U-G-E water barrel. Flush away all the toxins left behind by eating too much red meat. Off they go! Heh. Guess i'm really mad. Shall hope to become thin by cny. Or maybe i should say hope for a miracle of sorts. Am trying to swindle my mom into cooking cabbage soup for me 3 times/day so i can carry out the cabbage soup diet. HAH! it'll probably work for everyone except me. gosh~ i think i AM crazy. whatever~
SWALK
Casillas
Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Hilary Duff- Come clean (so appropriate!)
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9:48 AM
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Monday, January 12, 2004
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sentosa~island live luv it!
oh man. stressed! all e lectures are so chim!!!!(BORING). except lit.. heard tt e lit teacher is finalising the plan with the principal tt the lit students can go to UK. is that cool or wad? she rock man. so if i decide to stay in mjc(most likely i will 99.999999%), i get to go. spell shiok! haha.. most likely going in march. according to my teacher, tt is the best time to visit UK... spring ma. i am soooooo excited. my parents betta let me go or else. Anyway.. tt is sch la.
outside sch is the sentosa trip on sat.. man had fun(and got burnt)... owwww.... saw so many cuties.. haha.. the peeps working there and the regulars rock man. there was jas, who intro me and cheryl to bryan and jeff. then there was edwin the B.V.S guy! kao... am jealous of his skill! and jeff and bryan play so darn well to. they were suppose to teach me and cheryl.. but jeff said after e match. how am i to know that he plays consecutive matches. hmmp! after that, jas gave us a treat.. so nice. as if he is our frens for decades(e fact tt i only know him tt day was forgotten). he treat fish and chips. we laid at on the hammock and was attacked by colourful flying coconuts aka volley balls... yes.. thus i conclude tt many peeps owe me coffee treats(cos i told one guy who whacked me with the flying coconut tt he owed me a coffee drink.... he disappeared later tt day!). hmmm.. thus i conclude tt i wanna go to sentosa as often as possible... when i am free.. means the weekends which is equals to saturdae. hope this coming sat can go ah.. so i can make those volley kookoos teach me. thinking of them make me groan.. cos they are wad i call volleyball pro. a lil shrimp like me will sure bring the whole team down... that is if they decide to lemme join their team. thus i will use the slogan tt i have been using wheneva i go to sentosa with nmy pals. 'i will participate'=> to make up for my lack in skill... hope they will teach me man!!!!!!!
anyway... am in sch doing my 1st hist tutorial. spell stress man. so tough. it is a powerpoint presentation. it is a huge project! all the subs are so diff... hist is diff, so is lit,GP,AO Math, Econs blah blah. to put it simply, JC is tough. but yah well.. i'll work hard! heard from ppl tt JC life is even togher than Uni life... wad e...???!!!! i am so dead! haiz~~~..
okok.. betta go now or else my hist team mates will plan my death.. eg... decapitate me and bury me in some unknown (xyz) cemetary.... haha.. cya folks...
i'm stressed
Elaine w/o snowy
Current Mood: stressed
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9:15 AM
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[im bored]
i'm so bored! All this staying at home shit crap is killing me. There ain't anything for me to do at home! Save for ironing clothes and cleaning all glass surfaces at home. Other than that, i guess looneytunes.com is my sanity keeper.
Sigh~ What's with being single!? i mean, being single and having fun is fun, but being single and NOT having fun ain't fun. Argh what am i talking about?Anyway all those lovey dovey stuff my friends are doing now are just soooo killing me. Being the single person i am, i just can't help looking at couples everywhere! (i'm totally oblivious to all other singale person except myself) I mean, come on.. everyone is with everyone else and this is just soooo... depressing. And there are just some people who are so goddamn perfect. As in they are perfect. Cute/gorge, have a very supportive family, gorge partners, rich and are surrounded by so many friends, plus they excel in both their studies and ccas, etc etc. Eg, those peeps in sentosa (island life! love it!). Bleahz.
People like me just happen to be the total opposite. Ok fine. I do have very supportive parents (tho they dont really want me to go to germany to watch bayern v real), and a couple of friends here and there. Thats all. Nothing doing for my peanut sized ego.
I think if i dont get out any sooner, i'd probably turn into a frumpy old woman. Need to go shopping! Am itching to get books, clothes, shoes, etc etc. Oh yeah. And a tattoo. And belly piercing (parents shall not know!)
Anyway, think i'll go slather on some masque and chill with my book.
SWALK (1-0 against villa!),
C Casillas
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Sunday, January 11, 2004
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Havent been writing in for long... Sowwwie! =p
Went to town and chinatown with the folks on saturday. Reached orchard at 5pm cause the bitch of a sis of mine decided to dilly dally and wasted my bloody shopping time. Actually went there to find some tops for my cny skirts. Irritating, how the tank tops in ALL the surf shops just happen to fly off the racks whenever i wanna get soimething. Bloody bollocks! Anyway while on the train to town my smart aleck of a mom decided to go bugis so we could get a lift from my dad to chinatown. Ok fine. When we got there it was bloody packed! Then there was this absolutely gorge caucasian guy. Look like Duncan from blue, only cuter. *droolz* i sort of dragged my mom with me and we were practically following him around, but that was before my dad decided to wak in the opposite direction. Thanks, daddy. heheh
Then i think the best of all was yesterday's trip to sentosa. Jas intro-ed some vball guys to elaine and i and i tell you they were HOT! One of them's a team singapore beach vball guy. I died when i saw his tank top. The team singapore logo was emblazoned on the shirt and it was so big you couldnt have missed it. Not in a million years. But that's if youre blind. And the best thing was that i kept on nicking jas' binoculas to peep at this caucasian cutie. Hah then jas belanja-ed us fish n chips for dinner. I tell you it was gooooood! That's why 'island life! love it!' This is what you get for scoring 28 points for the darned prelims.
Okay. New resolution for 2004. Make new friends. Slack at the beach as often as i can find time. Actually i consider these two already done, but still.. No harm in making more friends yeah? Especially some of my friends got enlisted into the army a few weeks back.
*you win some, you lose some*
ps: newcastle v man utd. banking non a draw. dont want either side to get more than a point.
SWALK,
C Casillas
Current Mood: energetic
Current Music: Daniel Bedingfield- James Dean
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Friday, January 09, 2004
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honey... i'm back
okok... i so gotta make this quick.. cos now i am in sch using the library's com. and it is strictly for sch curriculum. and if i'm caught, i'm so date... so... i'll make it snappy.
1st thing's 1st. i got a new crush... interesting eh.. but well.. i ain't gna write too much of that here, after all it is public.. later ppl see liao i am DEAD!!!!!!!!!!
okok... was posted to mjc... haha.. so happy. these few daes esp orientation was so fun! hehe.. yes... everyone was so united....... and noisy.. even the neighbourhood police came to pay us a visit to tell us to kepp the noise level down. how nice! and an old man walked in to complain.. hahahahaahahah... that ain't my problem man... who cares... "we say sorry, we say sorry, we say sorry to the old man. we say sorry to the old man, we say sorry to the old man"<== ok.. this is the 'cheer' that we used. haha.. and it is easily edited....
yah.. i was posted in castor 2... shiok man. the ogl(orientation grp leaders_ are so enthu and sporting... they rrrroooooooocccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!! we learn a mass dance... the song is mambo no. 5... thus now i am almost in love with the song. u can imagine all e freshies and the ogl dancing together.. spell beautiful. and sadly castor did not win... btw.. i'm so busy now. ao maths is hard. shite!!!!! lectures started man.. so far so good. but i miss orientation. so i decided to join the ogl for e second intake this yr.. hehe... wish me luck in getting in man. i'm keeping my fings crossed!!!!!!
anyway... gtg b4 i get caught... sorry if anyone got confused!!!! :D
you'll nv walk alone
elaine + snowy
Current Mood: energetic
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Thursday, January 08, 2004
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the time has come for reminiscing..yet again
Yep, the time has come for reminiscing, yet again. Actually i think the year 2003 was not very good, especially the last quarter of the year. 2003 events in chronological order:-
-fell out with a fucking pisshead bastard cause he lied very blatantly and STOLE my liverpool home 2002-2003- 2004 jersey. Fucking hell..
-fell out with the girls in miss c time and time again, over darn silly issues (but then again i didnt start it)
-Pon-ed school the most number of times
-Warded in hospital e 1st time in my entire life besides the time i was born(duhhh) cause of the darned cornea ulcer *ouch*
-Fraud admitted to hospital (YAY!!!)
-Officially met HIM and ended up talking for hours while waiting to visit the abovenamed
-Sat for the darned darned o levels
-Celebrated my 16th birthday without him, was feeling sad the entire day cause of HIM
-Prom!!
-Got ditched by HIM =(
Yep, thats about the major things that happened. Now you know why i said the last quarter of 03 wasnt that fantastic. First the o's then a sad birthday then came the ditching. Actually before the ditching i got played around ALOT. No thanks to HIM. Soory la. Had to reminisce for awhile. You're luckily i dont floody you with all my weepy weepy stuff otherwise you're dead! HAH! Anyway i gotta be off to carry stuff.
SWALK,
C Casillas
Current Mood: distressed
Current Music: Gareth Gates- Say it isnt so
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Wednesday, January 07, 2004
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im fat.
Hiya. Wrote a super long blog yesterday and the bloody blurty had to have some error. Was kinda irritated at the thought of retyping it all cause of my spastic space button on my keyboard. Now that ive rectified the problem, i shall kill with the length of my blog (just kidding!!). HAH!
Ok yesterday i was in sentosa[island life love it!] and i met a few new people. 1st was an indonesian chinese couple. They bugged me to help them take a photo and so i obliged, since i've got nothing better to do than lie there and tan. Then they happily chatted to me and well, we were all happily chatting to each other. Second came the people at sunset bay. Those kayak jagas. It was raining like nobodys business there and i was making my way to the faraway toilet all drenched. Then the jaga saw me and asked me to sit at the shelter at sunset bay while waiting for the rain to stop. So i happily obliged, at the thought of not having to walk in the rain as well as having some people to talk to. And i cant bloody well believe that we were reading the newpaper and fhm and chatting about soccer, school and everything for about an hour or so. Oh well it was nice chatting with those crazy bunch. Then i left for the toilet when it was kinda getting late. After my shiok shower i went back and we talked for awhile more before i left. Okay, actually when i was sunning halfway, i saw this smeltering hunk. I died. He's got a beauuutiful body and the smouldering hey-im-a-hunk-and-im-iker-casillas's-twin look. And while i was happily admiring this artist's creation, a woman had to come and spoil the picture. He's got a girlf!! *aiyah! wasted!* Sigh. Wassup boy!? How come all the cute gorgeous guys are already taken!?!?! Okay nevermind. You havent heard this yet. Then when i was waiting for the bus to harbourfront, i noticed this tall guy in front of me in the queue and when he turned around, i died. Ok this time it's for real. I DIED!!! He was the cutest ever. Like a combination of Anthony Le Tallec and Michael Owen. Swear. Boyish but he's also got the hello-sexeh-im-not-trying-to-be-cool-but-i-am look. Pwwwhoarrr!!!!!!! Brownish blonde hair, a cute butt (!) and super long lashes. Okay i thought, this guy gets my vote for being the most gorgeously- gorgeous-super-duper-ultra-cutest guy i've ever seen (besides my darling iker casillas). Frank quedrue cant even compare to him. HAH! But after having my 10 minutes of heaven while looking at him (i sat behind him in the bus and half the time he was looking sideways, which was good cause i could see his gorge face), we parted. *sobs. He's so cute!*
Dont know whats wrong with me cause i kept talking to strangers. I dropped by the liverpool shop after sentosa [island life love it!] and i was chatting with this volunteer at the shop. For about an hour. Ok fine i admit i was also waiting for the rain to stop, but it was good cause i have one more acquaintence at the shop. =)
Just realied that im FAT!!! Not sideways fat but frontways (there aint such a word) fat!! i've just got to go running EVERYDAY!! Sigh. And, going back to the subject of how come all the cute gorgeous guys are taken, i'm beginning to suspect that i'll remain a spinster my entire life. Just look at what happened with HIM. Havent any luck with guys this season. Borrrrrrring.
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Evan and Jaron -crazy for this girl(reminds me of HIM)
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Monday, January 05, 2004
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woooooooohoooooooooooooooooooo
WOOHOO!!! Liverpool ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kinda frustrating tho, whenever i said that Heskey wouldnt score, he would. As if to prove me wrong; its already happened twice. More to come i hope. Won Yeovil 2-0 at Huish park.
Anyway. WEnt for a beyrn newspaper interview today. I got interrogated!! Well, not really but sort of. I got asked questions like 'why support bayern compared to the other clubs in the epl/italian serie a/spanish la liga/ german bundesliga?' /me stunned for a moment. Kinda like a miss world q-n-a session boy. Hahaha got my bayern home jersey just now. Free of charge. Am so proud of it and i'm so gonna print santa cruz 24 on the back. Mentioning santa cruz, the reporter was a bloody santa cruz fan. Half the time she was interviewing me, we were squealing about how cute this bloke was. Haha. Oh well he IS cute. Not to mention, casillas, owen, cudicini, kewell (tho he shaved!), carragher, cheyrou, baros and frank quedrue are all cute too. =)
Whoops. Sorry but these people are from my Handsome XI dream (literally dream; these guys are dreamboats!!) team! Back to business. Might be going to Munich, Germany in Feb. To catch Bayern v Real Madrid in the Champs League(*wince!!* i support bayern from the bundesliga n real from la liga). Hope i can go.
Gotta sleep now. Am going to sentosa (island life! love it!) tomorrow morning. Ciao...
SWALK (2-0!!!!!),
C Casillas
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE!!!
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Sunday, January 04, 2004
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FRANK QUEDRUE!!
hey~ boring day. went to metro marina for its closing down sale. Half e stuff there were like crap!!!! And it was bloody crowded there!! Anyways, who cares. Kelv and nick asked me out for dinner but i declined. Luckily i declined cause he was there too. Bloody hell. If i went, they'd probably leave me out, especially him; knowing him, he's such a person. Ditch me for his friends. Fine. Sucker. whoops. Did not just bloody well call him a sucker. Ok whatever.
Decided to go to sentosa on monday and wednesday/thursday. Must get away from the bloody crowd. Which is why i dont wanna go on weekends. Thank god i aint going to 3 months jc course. And thank god that im still unemployed. Can still enjoy life for awhile more. Goooood.
So bloody boring. Shall go and sleep now. Going to kill myself again in the bloody gym to work out my bloody biceps and triceps. Thay suck big time man. Hehehe. nitez
ps: frank quedrue from middlesborough is bloody freaking cute! =)
SWALK,
C Casillas
Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Michelle Branch- Breathe
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Saturday, January 03, 2004
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happy 2004!
happy 2004!!!! Am back after god-knows how many days. Dont even remember when was e last time i wrote in. Am suspecting that im suffering from STM. My spelling's been rather cocked up recently and im bloody well blaming my darn keyboard. Somethings bloody wrong with my space bar. Arrgh. Ok never mind. Shall not bother with such simple trival matters. =)
Anyway how was new year peeps? Mine was okay; wasnt particularly fun, if i might say so. OK fine unless you consider sitting on a playground railing in a park till the wee hours of e morning fun. GOSH~ Dont want to elaborate on what i did. Uneventful, i might add. Found out yesterday that HE'S in a diff company as kelv. Oh whatever. Heard that kelv was so goddamn tired after booking out on wednesday afternoon n HE could still go clubbing. Gosh. And i was fairly surprised when he actually replied to my text! Oh wow that was a revelation!!!! Seriously i didnt expect it at all. Or maybe he rteplied cause i used elaine's name to text him that's why he replied. Cant be bothered, really. REALLY!!
Oh how i pity my brother. He's like behind me trying nhis darndest to study for his exams on tuesday and here i am typing away(click-clacking away) on my retard of a keyboard. Not to mention the bloody noisy chinese funeral they have downstairs. No offence to those lying six feet under, yea? I mean, i dont understand this. For traditional chinese weddings, they celebrate the bloody wedding at a posh restaurant with 20 tables. So how come they dont celebrate the funeral at a posh hotel with nearly 20 tables too? Hmm.. They must have to dislike a person so much so as to celebrate ther funeral i guess. Ok whatever. Oh! Which reminds me of an article i read somewhere sometime ago. It was kinda like a tongue-in-cheek article teaching you how to handle pesky relatives. For the chinese, i reckon. I still remember this situation, in particular. It went something like, "At weddings: how do you stop your irritating nosey-parker relatives (old grannys, especially) from nudging your ribs and saying 'it'll be your turn next', while pointing to the bride and groom to be and cackling away like nobody's business? The next time you're at a funeral, be sure to slide up to them, nudge them in the ribs and cackle 'it'll be your turn next', while pointing to the coffin." HAHAHA that really got me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehe *cackles evilly* sorry if i *sniggers* got carried away. Anyway.
My new year resolutions:-
- go to the bloody gym 4 times per week.
- cut down on ALL fatty/ high calorie stuff. (see? im eating bloody porridge for dinner)
- TRY my bloody darndest to forget the someone who broke my heart before leaving for the land of the botaks and green uniform with black boots.
Not to mention, eat my dinner now. =) Okay peeps. Gotta be off for my low caloric food. Cya l8r!
SWALK,
C Casillas
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Blondie- Maria
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Thursday, January 01, 2004
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NEWYEAR'S EVE
ohman... it's new yr's eve... which means, timeto saygoodbyeto 2003 and welcome 2004.
it's kinda sad to say goodbye to 2003(for my case). i'll tell u why.... 2003 is a yr filled with fond memories. it is the yr i have to take my Os(duh). It was my last yr as a sec sch student=goodbye to classmates of 4e2 2003. it is the yr i became close to phyllis. the yr i reconnect with jas. the yr NGF is formed. the yr i faced infocus! It was one of THE yrs of my life(even tho i didn't get to go to aussie/uk). it is also the yr i gotta say goodbye to the lotr trilogy (the3rd is out... so no more looking forward to lotr movies nxt yr). so goodbye 2003.
2004... is also i yr i'll look forward to. it is the yr wherei'll start JC. new ppl to meet, new frenz to make. it means i'll turn 17... hmmm.... prefer sweet 16 tho.
hopefully i keep in touch with my pals! i'll keep my fings crossed x(-_-)x
you'll nv walk alone
elaine + Snowy
Current Mood: sad yet excited
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