Tuesday, August 21, 2007
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I must be one of the most problematic person around..
i know sometimes u feel it. When u ask me what's wrong, i always say nothing, and refuse to elaborate, yet somehow, it doesnt seem like nothing is wrong. Sometimes, its the way i refuse to talk, answering in monosyllabus, and sometimes its the way i refuse to hold ur hands.
Guess i shouldnt have expected life to be peachy, and this to be peachy as well, complete with roses and sonnets. When i chose this path, i thought i was ready to face on any challenges and difficulties, my naive mind willing myself to believe that problems can be easily solved w a smile and compromise. Yet there are times whr compromise seem impossible, and stalemates are reached. times like these vexed me and everyone involved. And even now i seem to be reeling from the aftershock of events.
Somehow, i am afraid to be this vulnerable. Maybe that's y i choose to be bitchy, harping on things that is over and done with, harping on things that should have been left behind. Yet, things are not as easy as they seem. It's not easy to let go of the past. Maybe because i think of the past to prevent me from being too attached, and in turn, prevent me from getting hurt more. And yet, sometimes it still hurts to think about it. These silly emotions can drive me nuts. it makes me wanna do reckless things, or close myself to the world, and hide in a corner to watch the world go by. Somehow it seem less painful to be a passerby.
Sigh.. im as confused as this entry is.
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12:14 AM
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Sunday, August 05, 2007
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so i am back from the dead. i cant guarantee how long i will stay alive. im only blogging cos.. i hav nth to do. so wad's up w my life since the last part. everything!
- finish my exams, and scored badly (groanssss)
- i went to yellowstone national park and played with the grizzly bears. kidding. i went to work there.
- i got a boyf.
- i got my driving license
- went clubbing and got scolded.
- packed my room. my desk to be exact
- remain broke, cos i spent approx SGD$10,ooo for my USA trip. how cool is that?
- discovered the delights of donuts from donut factory.
- discovered the pleasure of downing packs of chippy's beer breaded fish and chips.
- finds an addiction towards lychee martini.
- found out about smores and rootbear float.
- realised tt i lost weight. only to put it back on.
ok. sch's gonna reopen. im not sure yet if im enthusiastic about it. but at least i will see some of my MJC frens. oh yeah!
xoxo
wy out!
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10:45 PM
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006
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Musik Horen: Grease lightning
I'm BROKE! Even before xmas shopping.. bleahhhhhhhhhhh... only 6 bucks or less to spend todae. COool right? So proud of myself. Massive shopping and clubbing experience will make a pauper out of everyone.
At least clubbing was fun. Went to ZOuk and Zouk out on wed and sat consecutively. Im so surprised tt my parents let me. Maybe i shld buy 4d or smth. "Mum.. im going lancing (dancing as how the ah bengs wld sae it)." And she said ok! WOW! Zouk has good retro music, and good mambo dancers. Really funny how everyone emo together, on the podium. I must learn how to dance those moves man! Like para para ddr shit. LOL
Zouk out was better. Dancing til dawn, and i saw the sunrise! Wooo. Nice. Mambo 1st, den R&B. Checked out other types of music like trans and DJs etc, but aint exactly my cup of tea. Loads of ppl there, bikini babes and hunky dudes. And loads of ppl tried to approach us, oh god! Get away from me perv! I have pepper spray in my keychain! Cheryl got it worst. Blatant gropes. lol. Sorry babe.. I aint hx, dun look threatening enuff. =D
Now, must get ready for frequent retro nights and ZOuk! YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. thank god exams are over (dun remind me. i just dreamt of the philo paper the other night. *shudders*)
xoxo
wy~
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11:26 AM
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
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Musik horen: Belle and Sebastian- The blues are still blue
OMG! I juz consumed 180 calories. *pengz* And i didnt run. :( it was raining. But the marks and spencer chocolate coated digestive biscuits are sehr gut (damn good). Dear father, pls forgive me of my sins, gluttony and sloth.
Ive been studying productively. Other den a swollen eye, everything is relatively uneventful (unless u want to count when e uncle gimme so much parsley in my bowl of noodles @#$%^&*) *curse and swear.. rails!* Mein Mann ("wah lao" in german according to miss cheryl han)! Snowy! y u punch me in my slp? i know i cut ur allowance la... *grumblays*
Yeah.. mad mutterings...
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12:07 AM
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Thursday, November 23, 2006
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Musik horen: Jem- Maybe I'm amazed
Ugh!
Summary of this blog: brain dead! Some one pls take a nice turkey knife and stab it in my heart, so tt i wont have to take e exams. Gosh, my 1st paper is on a saturdae. WAH LAO! havent they heard of the govt's 5 dae week? Geez! And it's lit! *faint*
dear juniors out there w aspirations to enter NUS fass, pls dun take lit, unless u want to die a very horrible death. Geeeez! Y didnt anyone warn me?!!?!??!!? I mean, i usually like lit (esp in JC), where we do 3 books for shakespeare and other authors in 2 years. In uni, we do 4 books in 1 sem (3mths+++) OMG. KILL ME! Nothing can go in. Im prepared to get a big fat, luscious, saucy C.
At least hist is making me happy... sigh.. hist. the only love of my life (other than snowy, liverpool, riise, lampard...... *goes on listing my soccer hotties*)
Yeah, been cramming my brain in e sch lib. Quite conducive. But ppl be warned, when u call me, i will sound like im having phone sex. Ha! Lib ma! What u expect??? Studying in sch is good, even though they dun have my cinnamon ice blended nor chai tea ice blended. But I have a squad of cheerleaders (yes, not a very flattering imagery esp if u r a guy in that squad. *blatant hint at goondu samy..*)
Ppl! Let's work hard. less den 2 weeks and this nightmare will be OVER. OVER OVER OVER.
psychofox: I'm not elaine la. Im WY, u know WY WY WY WY. just cos u havent seen me in approx 4 yrs, does not make WY to elaine. And u have always called me WY, NOT elaine.hwl: aiyoh! wad's wrong wid ma bear? we share lob la. as long as im happy right???? My chao chao.. u have ur smelly bolster also lor. pls ah. pot calling kettle black. and snowy is NOT a poop head. Er ist mein Kind (He is my child)Juz crapping now, taking a timeout away from those dreadful books...
WY out!
xoxoxo
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10:13 PM
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Saturday, October 28, 2006
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Muzik horen: The Killers cd.
Guten Tag! Yest was a good dae! Im so blessed. Frens indeed come and go. I have e best of both worlds i guess, and i will do whatever in my power to hold onto them. Thanx cherylyn for appearing in my life! :) I need more uni frens man!!! To crap and mug wid me. Den there is goon to entertain me, and make me push myself harder.
Cavewoman biz is not easy. U have to be daring cos when u go to the loo, u have ur valuables (esp laptop) left unattended. And u need to have strong eyelids, the kind tt doesnt need to be used along with toothpicks. U need to have dicipline to sit thr on concentrate on e task ahead.
From now til uni sem ends, its going to be bzbzbzbzbz. Essays, blogs, tests and exams are hurling my way. I've got to get things under control again. Thank god for the very productive 8hrs mugging earlier on. *gives myself a pat on da shoulder* Any takers? to mug w me at expose? I need cheerleaders man!!
And, along w a "new" jacket, i have a new ipod nano! yeah yeah yeah yeah! Muahahahahahahahha. Too bad it aint shocking pink.
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9:40 PM
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
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Musik Horen: Muse- Supermassive Black Hole
Walking in the rain is invigorating. Ppl should try tt at least once in their life. And ppl who are already having fun in e 1st place, shld do it everytime it rains. For some reason, our sunny island was pouring. I realised tt its pointless to be annoyed w e rain, all i can do is pray tt my notes dun get wet.
Tried to avoid it at first, but forget it man! Feel the water trickle down ur clothes, and stick to ur skin, flip ur hair back and face e rain!
Juz remember to dry up later. =D
And yeah! I've got a "new" jacket to bring around.. Weeeeeeeeeee....
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7:31 PM
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